I guess the point to dissect thoughts (yours or anybody else's) and show inconsistencies/flaws is that it permits growth. If you recognize your own inconsistencies, you can use it as an opportunity for developing your own ideas, which in turn will make the whole discussion grow too. It is not about identifying with one or another position, all positions are debatable and open to scrutiny and constructive criticism.
For some reason throughout this thread I've seen many good posts that could have served you, but you seem to constantly deny/avoid them, as if recognizing a fault in your arguments would question you as a person. But you can be sure that is not what people are about here, we honestly want to potentiate each other's growth, and the criticism is at arguments/opinions, not a personal offense.
I highly suggest you read things again and see if there isnt something in the constructive criticisms that you can use as source of self reflection and development