GordoTEK said:
I'm interested in where this goes. Can you post a pic of the thin-layer chromatography?
I will post it once I extract the metta molecule in a more pure form as I did before. Doing another A/B now on ACRB. I gave away all the good stuff and left myself with some crude extracts which "almost" work. They get me close but no cigar. But even that "pure" stuff is still full of things probably. It looks like a red/pink liquid. I'm not sure TLC is going to tell me much. I may end up just sending some off to Endlessness to do some GC/MS.
GordoTEK said:
Can you describe in more detail what you experience and the exact protocol that gives you the best results (you are taking harmalas first (sublingual? oral?) then vaping NMT by itself but probably not pure, then vaping this other unknown substance separately? What is the timing between each of these actions? How long does the overall experience last?
I dose harmalas orally (it would work by vaping but you'd need to vape a really good dose of them which I don't yet have the best paraphernalia for). Once I feel strong harmala effects like time slowing down etc, I vape the NMT (which like you said is not pure at all but it's pure enough that I don't feel any DMT effects at all--I guess NMT has a higher receptor binding affinity) and the metta molecule. Vaping them together works fine. Separately seems to work also as long as they are vaped close together timewise.
The experience lasts about as long as changa I guess, which is to say, it is dose dependent and you can make it last longer by vaping more. I'm pretty sure this can also be all done orally but I haven't yet taken all 3 things orally yet, tho I have taken the metta molecule orally which did work sort of (weird side effect of brain zaps tho but not exactly painful), and I took the NMT orally another time, which was quite nice.
Ok to describe the experience is a bit difficult (I already did describe it so now I'm trying to think how else to describe it without repeating myself). So, with changa/ayahuasca I feel a transcendent push which goes directly to my crown & third eye chakras. If I offer no resistance it can be quite beautiful, but it's a challenge to the ego to let go, and it is generally sort of "beyond emotions" if that makes any sense. Like, emotions are seen as not-mine and I become detached fast. Changa/ayahuasca can be blissful for sure, in some cases, but it's a transcendent bliss that has nothing to do with this conventional reality.
With the metta molecule (red/pink from Acacia, remember, not jungle spice) + NMT, the perfection of what is here right now seems to open up without any ego battle or mindfuck. It is totally heart-centered. Everything is love. It can become an ego-challenge at higher doses but still it's love-centered so it's less of a "threat." They say MDMA is this amazing thing for therapy. Well, this is all of the best of what I've heard of MDMA without any of the side effects. Once the peak experience (I refer to it as "magic love rainbows") winds down, I feel extremely "in command" of my subconscious, like I got life all figured out. Exercise feels awesome (I usually avoid the pull-up bar I have) and my posture self-corrects. It feels almost like how perfect I feel after fully letting go into "ego death" on ayahuasca, except there was no ego death required. I put ego death in quotes btw because I know it refers to different things for different people. Thusness has a sort of ego death map which he calls
stages of awakening.
With a low dose of magic love rainbows (metta+NMT), I'm still able to talk and function normally so that nobody would really know I'm high except if they see my smile. I might be typing this now while high on it and you wouldn't know. I am not the type anymore to get hooked on drug experiences, so I have no desire to use this stuff except to try to perfect the extraction for others to try it, but I can see how this could be psychologically addictive, but I'd rather be someone addicted to this than other things. Again I think it would be best used in a therapy setting or maybe a meditation class for people that "can't meditate."
GordoTEK said:
You mentioned pulling it from acacia, then later pulling it from mimosa, are you saying it's in both? And all you did was base to a higher pH (to what pH exactly?) and pull with naphtha after you had already done pulls to remove the DMT?
People have been pulling "red junk" from bark for a long time (see all the references to "jungle spice"). What makes you so sure this is something different?
Jungle spice is from Mimosa hostilis. I have jungle spice here as well and I'm not personally a fan of it tho I know some like it. (EDIT: On Dec. 30, 2019, I just discovered something in my Mimosa hostilis which has extraordinarily similar heart chakra effects to Metta + NMT but does not require the harmala dose that Metta + NMT does. Even tho I have had very little sensitivity lately to Metta + NMT, this new molecule from mimosa blew me away like the first time I ever did Metta + NMT. The visuals were not as apparent, but the magic love bliss effect was pretty much identical. This comes out in an acetone extraction with bark that is high in NMT, BEFORE the jungle spice comes out. If I let the acetone sit in the bark overnight, that's when the jungle comes out. I am absolutely astounded that there are multiple things that can produce this effect and that I've randomly found 2 of them.)
The metta & NMT both come from Acacia confusa. It just so happens right now I have some mimosa which contains a good amount of NMT (confirmed with TLC), but that's not worth mentioning here.
I think that many people have seen this red goo in their Acacia confusa extracts and just didn't know what it was. A few people mentioned they tried it and it was nice. So that's the stuff I'm calling metta. It's peaceful and brings out this beauty in things.... but only when it is combined with harmalas & NMT is the true awesome perfect magic unlocked.
From what I can tell it does require a fairly high pH to pull the metta goo out, tho I have not measured the pH, but I generally just basify the bark until it turns black and I believe that is around pH 14 from tests that I've done before. Perhaps at pH 13 you would still get the stuff--I'm not really sure. But anyway, if you don't get the red/pink liquid/goo, just basify some more. It's in there. I believe that an A/B yields a more pure form of the metta molecule than an STB. For some reason it seems that if the metta extract is a bit too crude, it will "almost" get you to the magic perfection and you can literally feel like you are an inch away, but you won't make it there.
The more DMT you remove, the purer the NMT will be of course, and the more likely this is to work. If I have too much DMT in my NMT, it throws it off and feels like half-way between DMT & NMT effects. From what I can tell, DMT is what comes out first, at lower pH, with less solvent, and then the NMT tends to come out (along with some more DMT).