I'm very very close to making a decision about DMT. I have never used it before and never actually "tripped" I smoked grass just a few years ago and I'm almost 30 now. I did try Salvia ONE time and during that time I saw the chrysanthemum pattern, and the next thing I know I was falling face first in my kitchen screaming F! F! F!. Before I took the saliva I had no idea about trips or even what it was supposed to do to me (young and dumb). So I feel like now that I understand what is (for the most part) going on in my head I feel that I am ready. My concern was that when I did salvia I physically got up and ran around, and I've seen others do the exact same thing, so I'm scared something insane may happen and I start running around doing unmentionables. Is it common to have such an adverse reaction and secondly is it possible that I was freaking out because I ("saw") something that I could not comprehend or was I just being stupid. My environment on the salvia was good I was in a dim lit room with my gf and very calm, mellow ect. Oddly enough the first time I ever did grass I saw the chrysanthemum pattern but only the first 10 minutes of my first J. Then never again, its amazing how these plants do the same thing just with there own specialty.
P.s I didn't want to read the trip reports because I really want a CLEAN slate going into this. I don't want someone else's interpretation of the experience to affect me in anyway.
thank you !
iRiE

P.s I didn't want to read the trip reports because I really want a CLEAN slate going into this. I don't want someone else's interpretation of the experience to affect me in anyway.
thank you !
iRiE
