Advice concerning Aya retreat please

[Kobranek]

As a fellow yanker and solo stripper this thread has reassured me to continue to carry on with what I have been doing. Both yank and tripwise

Quite honestly tripping with others isn't my cup of tea nor would I want the responsibility to ensure someone doesn't wig out. I also realize my own faults might make things worse and wouldn't want to have that effect on anyone.

I really enjoy helping others but there is a point with helping others before it starts to effect your own wellbeing. So many complexities and things to balance at the same time. I also ponder the drive to want to be so self less.

The cost and cultural appropriation aspect for me takes away from the healing significance potential. There are many folks who can't afford the medicine through one of these businesses much less any formal training nor are they affiliated with any indigenous group yet they are benefiting from adopting their own practice while approaching with complete reverence through directly working with the plants. This is no different than our ancestors who braved the very first journey on their own.

Sucks to have to endure any kind of dogma that doesn't resonate with you as a means to journey, which would seem very alien and quite invasive.

 

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I thought it necessary to break my vow of silence one more time to report on this event.

The beauty and authenticity of everyone involved has been unquestionable. As i sit in the flow of the fading San Pedro.

The value to the participants is infinite. The irony being that far from financial transaction being detrimental is that no value of money could ever be sufficient to pay for the healing and love that saturated the space.

I brought my challenges with me with complete honesty and they were all dismantled with honesty in return.

The tears of joy as the infinite love of the grandmother Aya has been the purest form of relief.

Thank you all for accomodating my uncertainty and allowing it to feel valid. I can say without any question that I was lead to find people doing the good work.

after a great many experiences unguided and alone, my one experience with a guided format has been transformative in more ways than I could describe.

 

[Voidmatrix]

I thought it necessary to break my vow of silence one more time to report on this event.

The beauty and authenticity of everyone involved has been unquestionable. As i sit in the flow of the fading San Pedro.

The value to the participants is infinite. The irony being that far from financial transaction being detrimental is that no value of money could ever be sufficient to pay for the healing and love that saturated the space.

I brought my challenges with me with complete honesty and they were all dismantled with honesty in return.

The tears of joy as the infinite love of the grandmother Aya has been the purest form of relief.

Thank you all for accomodating my uncertainty and allowing it to feel valid. I can say without any question that I was lead to find people doing the good work.

after a great many experiences unguided and alone, my one experience with a guided format has been transformative in more ways than I could describe.

You have no idea how happy I am for you

One love

 

[ommani]

Masturbating in a group is even weirder!

Now I’m having second thoughts about the quantum breathwork and group masturbation ceremony I had planned on attending

 

[TransistorBass]

Can someone drop a link to the Wank-Cult, where do i sign up? Maybe there is a Portal that i can put my details in... so to speak!

And a Guided-Wank Playlist would be 'handy'.

 

[ommani]

Can someone drop a link to the Wank-Cult, where do i sign up? Maybe here is a Portal that i can put my details in... so to speak!

And a Guided-Wank Playlist would be 'handy'.

Unfortunately, this weekly ceremony is a pretty exclusive affair, so I’m not at liberty to share the link on a public forum. However, I can share the playlist, which consists of Sir Mix-a-Lot - Baby Got Back, played on repeat for 90 minutes. The lyrics of this song support the visualization of tantric union, while the song tempo supports the breathwork, and um, wanking tempo.