Morphing Interstices
What is real anyway?
i read recently that syrian rue has been used traditionally in a few cultures to induce menstruation and to produce miscarriage, and i was reminded of my first mushroom trip.
I took a very large dose of fresh azurescens tea. I wish i could say how much but i didn't note it at the time, part of the reason why i took such a heavy dose without even realising i was. (needless to say i was pretty naive and gung ho about such things in those days...)
effects began suddenly and intensely about 10 minutes after drinking the tea, and last 5-6 hours, peaking at about 30 minutes and dwindling around the 3 hour mark.
the striking thing was that it induced immediate heavy menstruation, which was not due for another week in an otherwise very regular cycle.
The trip was one of the most intense experiences of my life, cascading waves of massive emotion and bodily sensation ranging from agonising pain, sorrow, grief and sadness, to ecstatic bliss, orgasm and joy.
when i went to the loo and saw the blood, i had no idea what it meant, couldn't remember what the deal was with that. pretty funny! i knew it was nothing to be worried about but for the life of me i couldn't remember what it meant to have blood coming out of my vagina. I went back in the loungeroom and asked my boyfriend at the time if he knew what it meant and he looked very nervous, like it was some kind of trick question. :lol:
But so what i am wondering about is what kind of pharmalogical explanation there might for this kind of reaction to the mushrooms.
i remember reading years ago in a Castaneda book that one of the female shamans told him that the womb was some kind of portal to other worlds....
I took a very large dose of fresh azurescens tea. I wish i could say how much but i didn't note it at the time, part of the reason why i took such a heavy dose without even realising i was. (needless to say i was pretty naive and gung ho about such things in those days...)
effects began suddenly and intensely about 10 minutes after drinking the tea, and last 5-6 hours, peaking at about 30 minutes and dwindling around the 3 hour mark.
the striking thing was that it induced immediate heavy menstruation, which was not due for another week in an otherwise very regular cycle.
The trip was one of the most intense experiences of my life, cascading waves of massive emotion and bodily sensation ranging from agonising pain, sorrow, grief and sadness, to ecstatic bliss, orgasm and joy.
when i went to the loo and saw the blood, i had no idea what it meant, couldn't remember what the deal was with that. pretty funny! i knew it was nothing to be worried about but for the life of me i couldn't remember what it meant to have blood coming out of my vagina. I went back in the loungeroom and asked my boyfriend at the time if he knew what it meant and he looked very nervous, like it was some kind of trick question. :lol:
But so what i am wondering about is what kind of pharmalogical explanation there might for this kind of reaction to the mushrooms.
i remember reading years ago in a Castaneda book that one of the female shamans told him that the womb was some kind of portal to other worlds....

