AwesomeUsername
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I have a history of depression already, and even took meds a few years ago. For a long time after that I can say I felt somewhat better, and viewed myself as pretty much healed. During that period I started exploring psychedelics in hope it will further heal me, and while I had nice afterglows something was still not right.
Anyways, enough rambling. I feel it has started creeping back in, and I don't want to feel like that. I want to get well. For now, I'm considering using syrian rue and st. johns wort, I don't know if they can be combined but if they can that'd be great.
I'd generally avoid using more powerfull drugs such as ayahuasca, since it once turned on me and left me worse off. I could handle doing it up to 4 times a week, but these days I don't feel as safe diving back into these waters.
Any suggestions? Worth mentioning, I have a full time job, work out regulary, have ok sleeping and eating habits and abstain from drugs and alcohol with the exception of a 1 cup of coffee in the morning habit.
Anyways, enough rambling. I feel it has started creeping back in, and I don't want to feel like that. I want to get well. For now, I'm considering using syrian rue and st. johns wort, I don't know if they can be combined but if they can that'd be great.
I'd generally avoid using more powerfull drugs such as ayahuasca, since it once turned on me and left me worse off. I could handle doing it up to 4 times a week, but these days I don't feel as safe diving back into these waters.
Any suggestions? Worth mentioning, I have a full time job, work out regulary, have ok sleeping and eating habits and abstain from drugs and alcohol with the exception of a 1 cup of coffee in the morning habit.
