Am Forgetting my DMT Trips Within Minutes.....

[Saidin]

Out of the 70-80 trips i've taken over the last year, I remember probably about 7-8 of them. I rarely smoke now, once every couple months, but the last 4 journeys I've taken I haven't remembered a thing. Not a single thing.

I think the spice is telling me that I have nothing more to learn by smoking it.

For you, I'd take a break for a while and see if that helps.

 

[wake and bacon]

Saidin, have you been spicing exclusively via vaporizing this past year, rather than by pharma or aya?

When you effectively 'slow the lesson plan down', more benefit might be found. Or maybe it can be found by speeding up the lesson plan by about 30mgs instead

 

[Saidin]

Actually its kinda the opposite. I have rarely been vaporizing it, and have been doing pharma for the most part. Since December I have smoked 6 times, and in that same time I've done Pharma about 15 times, about once a week.

I haven't done any journeying for a couple of months, since I had to put my cat of 15 years to sleep. Just hasn't felt right, and i've learned to respect the spice. When the time is right I'll feel it and when it is I'll go back to the pharma, it is a much more rewarding experience in my opinion.

It has been a good break, as many things have been revealed to me in the interim. Ask to be shown the way, and the universe will answer. I have grown in leaps and bounds without the spice. It opened the door for me, and once I walked through I find that I need its guidance less and less.

To each their own.

Love and Light to all.

 

[wake and bacon]

Glad to hear this my friend.

 

[Jorkest]

same thing has been going on with SWIM...he took a few months break after he had been smoking it every day for a month...without remembering a damn thing of the experience...it was like they had closed the door on him..he would smoke the stuff 'pass out' and wake up wondering if he had even smoked it..

so he took a break..and only did pharma for awhile..but recently hes been feeling the call again..so hes done a few new extractions..and has been really happy with smoking sub-breakthrough doses..his mind goes right to where he left off..but he can still think clearly and his trips have been very rewarding...

but soon he will push the envelope again and see whats on the outside

 

[junctionalfunkie]

Thanks, everyone. I will give it a good long break nad try again in a couple months.

 

[eyeseeker]

Take a break. Dont try and smoke more and more to get a good trip -you will just be increasing your tolerance to it.
I know mdma is different, but I had similar experiences with E/mdma. I would build up tolerance and just take loads and loads to try and feel anything. It never worked and I am pretty sure it had some damaging effects to my mind and body.

Take a long break. Then go back to it(moderately).

 

[junctionalfunkie]

Thought I'd report an update....

Took another couple weeks off and am having beautiful experiences again. Keeping it occasional seems to be the key (for me, at least).

Another possibility I've thought might account for the period of DMT's inefficacy on me is that, in a relatively short amount of time, my entire view of the universe and humanity's place in it has been severely challenged, due to some of my experiences with DMT.
I have studied both Eastern and Western philosophies for many years, minored in Philosophy in college. I consider myself an agnostic Buddhist still, but my identity as a Materialist (in the metaphysical sense) has been called into serious question. I also find myself entertaining things like Ancient Astronaut Theory and Collective Unconscious, which I would have thought myself nuts for doing just six months ago.

I think a good portion of my conscious and subconscious mind is overwhelmed with trying to make sense of this new way of looking at EVERYTHING that it simply shut down to some degree.

This DMT is some wild shit. :d