Do you have any experience with other psychedelics? Or drugs for that matter?
I was fairly experienced with quite a few psychs before DMT - psilocybin mushrooms, LSD, 2CB, Salvia, 2CI, Ketamine, MDMA, as well as combinationsof these, and a few other substances which I won't promote the use of here. All this experience certainly helped me surrender to the experience, but NOTHING could have prepared me for my first breakthrough. Life affirming, beautiful, chaotic, frightening, shocking, confronting, comforting - all those things (and many more :shock: ) wrapped up in one 10 minute experience.
This is what lies in store for you should you decide to take the plunge. Take time to integrate before going back. There have been times when I regretted ever touching the stuff, and other times when I am extremely thankful for all that it has shown me and opened up in me. If you work with it over time, it WILL change you, which I think is worth bearing in mind.
What ever you chose I wish you all the best. I'm super happy to read about your Dad
