felinefatale
Rising Star
so its been almost 1 1/2 months since i last smoked dmt when i burned it into my skin bla bla bla and still all the time i'm having these crazy dreams a lot of which are nightmares and scary and i end up waking up from.. and now last night or this morning whatever it just got taken to the next level..
in my dream i was a player in some type of game but real.. i had objectives to complete to get through each room/level and i was accomplishing these objectives until i came into this large open room that was full of dark murky water that i was wading in and in the center of the room was a massive sphere shaped object that seemed to either be filled with air or fluid but was definitely not solid..
there was a man in the room.. and he was telling me that i needed to tear open the sphere, and that when i did i needed to inhale deeply, and that it would give me the best feeling i've ever felt in my life.. i was hesitant though.. i was not sure i wanted to do this.. and so the man then said "dont worry.. we are going to do it for you".. i then thought ok.. and stepped back...
sure enough, the sphere was ripped open and i inhaled deep.. and what ensued is exactly as you ride up that slide into the dmt world into where nothing is as you know it... i was in the nothingness... but i knew exactly where i was.. this was not just a vivid dream people... no i was THERE!!!... there seemed to be stringy net-like webbing everywhere and many colors of pink and purple and shades of red..
being back in that world without my own doing caused me to panic.. and i realized i was dreaming and started to pull out of it.. i felt myself convulsing, seizuring, and as i continued to wake realized i HAD been seizuring and slowly stopped but with the images and feeling of the dmt world still strong in my mind... i read that some others have dreamed about taking drugs before, which i have too, but has THIS ever happened to anyone else where you actually experience the EFFECTS? it is freaking me out...
it's one thing if you smoke dmt and by your own will you enter that world but when it takes you for a ride when you dont ask i wonder will this be the last time?
in my dream i was a player in some type of game but real.. i had objectives to complete to get through each room/level and i was accomplishing these objectives until i came into this large open room that was full of dark murky water that i was wading in and in the center of the room was a massive sphere shaped object that seemed to either be filled with air or fluid but was definitely not solid..
there was a man in the room.. and he was telling me that i needed to tear open the sphere, and that when i did i needed to inhale deeply, and that it would give me the best feeling i've ever felt in my life.. i was hesitant though.. i was not sure i wanted to do this.. and so the man then said "dont worry.. we are going to do it for you".. i then thought ok.. and stepped back...
sure enough, the sphere was ripped open and i inhaled deep.. and what ensued is exactly as you ride up that slide into the dmt world into where nothing is as you know it... i was in the nothingness... but i knew exactly where i was.. this was not just a vivid dream people... no i was THERE!!!... there seemed to be stringy net-like webbing everywhere and many colors of pink and purple and shades of red..
being back in that world without my own doing caused me to panic.. and i realized i was dreaming and started to pull out of it.. i felt myself convulsing, seizuring, and as i continued to wake realized i HAD been seizuring and slowly stopped but with the images and feeling of the dmt world still strong in my mind... i read that some others have dreamed about taking drugs before, which i have too, but has THIS ever happened to anyone else where you actually experience the EFFECTS? it is freaking me out...
it's one thing if you smoke dmt and by your own will you enter that world but when it takes you for a ride when you dont ask i wonder will this be the last time?