BScoutII said:
I saw this on a different forum but I am only able to post here. I had the same experience last night, not specifically being "farmed", but as a conduit for I don't know what. It was a very neutral experience, it did not make me feel weird nor did it make me feel wonderful. Almost like the past, the present and the future were able to combine and coordinate but I was the body needed to make it happen.
Ime, feeling like a conduit is normal. Come to think of it ..I feel like a conduit 24/7.
Nah, really though, during a committed dose of DMT/changa (or any decent dosage of a entheo) - I feel like im being imbued with an unspeakable presence; it moves through me in an impossible fashion. If the experience teeters a little further past that point, the conduit gives way like a moth to a flame - complete dissolution into The Other.; there's no more conduit (Me), just The Other, ever flowing.
The impartiality is a common course during many of my experiences, like you said - "
it did not make me feel weird nor did it make me feel wonderful". The experience encompasses all the polarities ime - happy, sad, angry, ecstatic, evil, good, bad, front, back, left, right, etc all flip flop and form into oneanother endlessly; making up The One, and in that blending of all polarities - there is this transcendent neutrality.