This...۩ said:If you haven't seen them, you haven't gone deep enough.
Try caapi+changa.
I was an atheist, now I am far from it.
I've written extensively on this topic so I'll keep this post simple.
I now believe in a universal energy, God!
This...۩ said:If you haven't seen them, you haven't gone deep enough.
Try caapi+changa.
I was an atheist, now I am far from it.
I've written extensively on this topic so I'll keep this post simple.
goldenbloo said:Though I have yet to experience hyperspace .... Why a totally subjective experience of this should change one's rational view on the world is beyond me.
goldenbloo said:88, don't get me wrong: I am neither 'writing them off', nor am I anything less than obsessed with sharing said experiences. I'm simply saying that such experiences (from the descriptions I have read anyway) do not warrant abandonment of an atheistic model of the universe. This was simply a response to comments from apparent "former atheists". That is all.
goldenbloo said:I'm simply saying that such experiences (from the descriptions I have read anyway) do not warrant abandonment of an atheistic model of the universe.
so there may be other factors in play here.) 

aetherbound said:While I dont believe in the traditional god of the old testament, ie. old man with a beard or "in his image" crap,
)Acolyte said:like i said at the top of the thread, it depends on how you defeine "god."
I think what we see comes from us, if we believe in gods already we will probably see those thought forms show up, it all depends on what we resonate with within Carl Jung’s Collective Unconscious. It also may be linked to something greater that I call The Great Vault of Patterns (speculative)I have read a lot of trip reports where beings or gods present themselves on the spice. I have also seen a person off of the "spirit molecule" saying he thought that these images were brought out because of your beliefs.
I am an Atheist and my beliefs are focused around the good of man and living by "the Golden Rule."
And I have never exprienced any beings during a trip.
The question is do you think the beliefs you have impact what you trip or do you think it is more universal?
Are you still atheist? I have found my trips highly suggestible and even small details could have a profound effect. Just being around a shaman could affect the experienceSo my experience as an atheist. I smoked quite enough to blast off. Immediately during my large 3 inhales everything turned to spirals but squared. Then all went black, except I felt and heard myself screaming. I threw furniture across the room including the chair I was sitting in. I fell to the floor seizing, my shaman who was present from the beginning held me down. After a few minutes I literally felt something trying to escape me(presence thoughout my past traumas or a manifestation, I don’t know) he or it clawed its way up my throat. My shaman pretty much performed an exorcism, told it to name themself, he said Azreal. I’ve never felt something more painful of terrifying than that experience in itself.
Now I’ve had quite a fucked up life. But for what I felt and continue to feel, both compares. I have thousands of frequent flyer miles when it comes to pheneythamines and tryptamines. 25 years of them. But this hands down was something I never have or ever want to experience again.
I speculate that those others are beings that fell into the black hole our universe exists inThis is a great thread - as our dearly beloved and deeply respected Pandora says, meat for the jaws of the mind ...
I've been an acolyte of science and it's drunken uncle, science fiction, since I was a boy, growing up in a country that professed itself to be Christian while perpetrating one of the great crimes against humanity of the 20th century - apartheid. I lost faith in religion, but never lost the sense that there was more to life than this, Horatio ...
What I love about science is the great discoveries. Relativity. The Origin of Species. Heisenberg's Uncertainty Principle. DNA. Quantum Entanglement. Jungs Archetypes. Chaos Theory. They are all counter-intuitive, perception-shifting discoveries, massive leaps in our collective consciousness.
And yet science is also often a 'confederacy of idiots', and as Max Planck (who's measure of time we are all intimately familiar with) once said, "Science progresses one funeral at a time". There are sacred cows, theories carved in stone, careers built on theses, and this structure often prevents real progress and the leaps of the imagination that only a scientific approach can deliver.
So religion failed me, and science failed me: and yet, I've delighted in science and seen first hand the amazingly transformative and healing power of faith.
The first time I went to hyperspace, it all made sense.
I was right inside the gap between faith and science, and it was wondrous, endless and structured. Is it heaven? Hell? The place we go when we die? I really don't know. But I do know it is a realm of unbounded possibility; an infinite fractal ballroom where the Impossible and the Unknown dance to the music of colour; it's a definite, coherent reality I can tune into with my psyche, when it is percolated in spice.
And it is populated by Others.

was raised catholic, but became atheistic/strong-agnostic at about 13, first trip saw a blue multi-armed god-like entity not unlike Shiva or Vishnu from Hindu avatars and believe me the pictures and accounts don't really do it justice, but I'm still an atheist/strong-agnostic, I respect the spiritual experience now as valid, but still see no reason to believe in any kind of theology, I couldn't really draw any conclusion from the experience, I suspect similar experiences may have led others to believe in god/s, maybe even lead some to invent belief systems around the experience.... the validity of the experience is still a difficult question to answer, but this could've been alien or plant spirit or some aspect of humanity as much as it could've been a omnipotent creator of the universe... the most interesting aspect was that I had a spiritual experience taken from a faith I knew nothing about, I mean I have no interest in Buddhism or Hinduism, it seemed like a very unlikely experience. Then again I've seen Christian angel type things on mushrooms, I suspect these are just ancient archetypes.
I believe they may be thought forms created by human attention story worship etc.was raised catholic, but became atheistic/strong-agnostic at about 13, first trip saw a blue multi-armed god-like entity not unlike Shiva or Vishnu from Hindu avatars and believe me the pictures and accounts don't really do it justice, but I'm still an atheist/strong-agnostic, I respect the spiritual experience now as valid, but still see no reason to believe in any kind of theology, I couldn't really draw any conclusion from the experience, I suspect similar experiences may have led others to believe in god/s, maybe even lead some to invent belief systems around the experience.... the validity of the experience is still a difficult question to answer, but this could've been alien or plant spirit or some aspect of humanity as much as it could've been a omnipotent creator of the universe... the most interesting aspect was that I had a spiritual experience taken from a faith I knew nothing about, I mean I have no interest in Buddhism or Hinduism, it seemed like a very unlikely experience. Then again I've seen Christian angel type things on mushrooms, I suspect these are just ancient archetypes.
