Firemetal420
Rising Star
It sounds like you are very desperate to overcome your addiction, which I can 100% understand since I injected opiates and anything else for 12 years straight. Take it from someone who has been there, that this plan you have will only make your problem worse... and I urge you to PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE take the advise of the people on this site so you may get some actual healing. There are many members that have been addicts and there is real help to be had but going about it in the way you describe is foolhardy and definitely not the way to get out of a desperate addiction. Please be safe