Hand fulls of ayawaska for days.
I was no longer counting, I was listening
to the dogs going crazy in my neighborhood, and I was wondering
why they were...
My laptop decides to go to sleep, it has to update,
it says. So I put it down and let it die a little bit
and lay down underneath my ayawaska vine.
Facing West
with my ear to the inside of my acoustic mattress
I began to hear it rising. A low frequency sweep
occurring, rising in amplitude-
I am three stories up
and my apartment begins to sway
as if the ground has a nervous system
and it's eaten ayawaska too.
I know these shivers, and I give in.
Anything could happen in moments like these.
This could be the end, this could be the beginning.
I heard the earth moan. I felt it quivering
and adjusting itself into place.
I felt the aftershocks move through my life.
They rocked me into a golden glowing trance
that I just now awoke from.
I felt the heart beats of the humans in my sleepy proximity attentively increase in frequency
as we were left with the temporary realization
of just how futile this really is.
I was no longer counting, I was listening
to the dogs going crazy in my neighborhood, and I was wondering
why they were...
My laptop decides to go to sleep, it has to update,
it says. So I put it down and let it die a little bit
and lay down underneath my ayawaska vine.
Facing West
with my ear to the inside of my acoustic mattress
I began to hear it rising. A low frequency sweep
occurring, rising in amplitude-
I am three stories up
and my apartment begins to sway
as if the ground has a nervous system
and it's eaten ayawaska too.
I know these shivers, and I give in.
Anything could happen in moments like these.
This could be the end, this could be the beginning.
I heard the earth moan. I felt it quivering
and adjusting itself into place.
I felt the aftershocks move through my life.
They rocked me into a golden glowing trance
that I just now awoke from.
I felt the heart beats of the humans in my sleepy proximity attentively increase in frequency
as we were left with the temporary realization
of just how futile this really is.