Bad Truman Show, everyone's a nazi, I'm dead trip...

[Eob]

Very bad trip recently... I don't know what I took. I was having a few drinks with a guy after the pub. We were taking some coke and that must have changed to something else at some point...

At first I started seeing trails when I moved my hands... My voice got really low and slurred and slow although I was probably speaking fine... I stood up in the room and it was filled with a pink energy field that I could hold and I felt like I was generating electricity through my body...

Shortly after the other guy started playing hard dance music and I started freaking out.

I thought the whole room and event was a set up by Nazis to brainwash me. The guy was dancing while sitting in the chair but I thought he was throwing Nazi salutes at a non existent tv with a hitler rally on it... I couldn't find the door out of the apartment. When I finally did I had to try and navigate down 4 flights of winding stairs that seemed to get longer and longer. I thought the nazis were doing it to trap me... I eventually made it out and wasn't far from my home. As I made my way up the street the Truman show trip kicked in. I thought the street was full of actors that had been placed to break the news to me that my father had died and that I was in shock...

I met my g/f half way up the street (I didn't she was in bed in our house) and asked her if my dad had died. She said no smiling... I then came to the conclusion that it was actually me that had died. Then all the actors left as if I had realised the purpose of them being there... I was dead, while walking up the street to my house...

When I got home it continued. I shouted for my g/f to come down to me and I thought she was a plant by the nazis to talk me down and put me to bed so I would forget the whole thing but could be snapped back into a trance whenever "they" wanted.

My 2 brothers and sister called around to help but they were nazis also. They looked and acted like my family but in my head they were just acting. Their faces turning goulish and old at times... This lasted for about 2-3 hours. Nothing was real to me. My whole life had been a set up. I eventually got some sleep and calmed down.

Worst experience ever...

Just thought I'd share to see if anyone has had a similar experience...

 

[null24]

Holy cow man, that sucks! Wow, that's one of the worst trip stories I've heard. What's your experience w/psychedelics? Are you fairly used to them, and this was extraordinary? I know t here's a lot of weird RCs out there, that's why I stick to the naturals.

Phew, glad you made it through okay, you have good family, man-be grateful.

 

[۩]

Alcohol, cocaine, and unknown substances.

Facepalm.

 

[darklordsson]

Yeah, no more of that,jus a reccomendation I was hooked on coke for a year and ahalf. Worst time of my life. Minus the nazis...

Glad your safe brother take care of yourself a lil better.

Btw, Welcome to the Nexus!!

 

[Bill Cipher]

I'm sorry. The only thing that comes to mind when I read your story is what the hell do you expect?

You're an accident waiting to happen.

 

[SKA]

The paranoid delusions, the fear, seeing your girlfriend when she isn't there....

Sounds a whole lot like what I have read about people who ingested Tropane alkaloids(Scopolamine, Atropine)
from plants like Datura & Brugmansia.

And since you said you were snorting cocaine; A number of years ago there was an article in the news paper that a couple of people across my country had died from snorting cocaine that had been polluted with ATROPINE. Nasty.
But who knows, dilluting cocaine with tropane alkaloids may be more common practice than that one incident I just mentioned. In that case you may just have had some tropane-tainted coke.

But even if cocaine is 100% pure it is still rubbish. Prolonged Cocaine use will eventually lead to aggression issues, extreme egoism, psychopathy, depression, neurosis & stimulant-psychoses.
Not to even mention the havoc it reaks on your body.

I'd stay away from cocaine if I were you. There are plenty of enjoyable, psychedelic drugs
that are non-addictive & harmless/low risk. Many hundreds if not thousands.
Why get hung up on cocaine?

 

[Entheogenerator]

I don't know what I took. I was having a few drinks with a guy after the pub. We were taking some coke and that must have changed to something else at some point...

Well there's your problem... :?

 

[Doodidlee]

Sorry you had that terrible experience.

And I hope you've learnt your lesson young man.

I'm reminded of a time a guy I knew was doing too much coke and got quite delusional, heard the voice of god, telling him very ungodly nonsense. I've also seen coke mixed with K lead to bad experiences--one instance in particular where the user did not know there was coke mixed in his k! R.C's are of course also risky.

Well, I'm not going to wag my finger at you again--but the lesson part stands. Going to a strangers place when you are drunk to do drugs....bad idea. Coke is dangerous and generally not worth it. It's a dangerous world out there and unknown substances/unknown combinations can take you to some dark, bad places. Entheogenerator said it well--always know what you take.

Treat yourself better--you deserve it.

 

[Eob]

Just found out it was 25i that I was given. I've only ever taken acid twice before, just laughed uncontrollably for a few hours, no problems. I can handle Ketamine also no problems.

I don't use drugs very regularly. On this occasion I was drunk and wasn't thinking straight.

I was only introduced to the guy that night through friends so didn't know to "be wary"...

Taking anything once drunk is a no no for me. I suppose I just made a bad decision this time round. First and last time...


Serious fucking trip...

 

[Entheogenerator]

I was only introduced to the guy that night through friends so didn't know to "be wary"...

Perhaps it's just me... But having only just met someone seems like a fantastic reason to be wary in and of itself.

 

[Infectedstyle]

Yup.. Truman show. People out to get me. Im dead..

Been there.

 

[Adjhart]

I had some 2-c-b once and I got super paranoid and confused. I think I only made it because I knew exactly what I had taken and how much. But yea,...dirty chemical psychedelics like that would be no fun to take by accident.

 

[Ufostrahlen]

I had some 2-c-b once and I got super paranoid and confused. I think I only made it because I knew exactly what I had taken and how much. But yea,...dirty chemical psychedelics like that would be no fun to take by accident.

Dirty chemical psychedelic is just a POV and stems from ignorance.

The diviner told Dr Hirst that after taking Nexus he had a visionary experience in which he found himself face to face with uDali (the Creator) who revealed to him the underlying meaning of the death of his child. `With his faith and confidence restored, he continued his work as a successful traditional healer.' Ancestral spirits in the guise of wild animals, visionary encounters with uDali - these are things that the average white person in South Africa will probably have some difficulty getting his mind around. However, for millions of blacks, especially out in the rural areas of the country, these are spiritual issues that are pivotal to their lives.

Erowid 2C-B Vault : The Nexus Factor

The Nexus Factor: An introduction to 2C-B, by Anubis

www.erowid.org

 

[Infinite I]

I had some 2-c-b once and I got super paranoid and confused. I think I only made it because I knew exactly what I had taken and how much. But yea,...dirty chemical psychedelics like that would be no fun to take by accident.

Dirty chemical psychedelic is just a POV and stems from ignorance.

[/quote]

Well said totally agree, I had a great time on 2cb the one time I tried it! And where would we be without lsd another chemical psychedelic!

 

[DreaMTripper]

Sounds a nasty ride fueled by the cocaine conedown, people make mistakes just have to learn from them.
I once took some speed and acid together in a dodgy club. Paranoia central!
I watched some skinheads smoking crack or ice in a dark seating corner and thought they had seen me looking. The rest of the night was me sitting nearby just ready to bolt I didnt want to let them out of my sight incase they blindsided me.
They were talking between each other I thought they were talking about me having seen them, one got up and I thought he had a knife so I discreetly as a paranoid man could bolted snaking low through the crowd for the exit telling my mates on the way past so they came with me.
When I got to the exit I stuttered to the doorman about a skinhead chasing me and can he slow him down if he sees them haha! So the doorman ushered me out the door quickly and we got in a taxi quick lol
Never felt such a relief and looked back through the window to see noone at all striding out in a cranked up rage! Total paranoia that couldve ended up worse.
Mixing acid and ampthetamines/ stimulants is an unpredicatable time and dose sensitive combination especially because when the speed wears off the paranoia increases ..not a combination i will ever do again.

 

[Bejamin]

Sounds like a wily time, never have I experienced anything of the sort. The people being there who weren't really there sounds a lot like Tropane Alkaloids, like SKA mentioned up above.

"And since you said you were snorting cocaine; A number of years ago there was an article in the news paper that a couple of people across my country had died from snorting cocaine that had been polluted with ATROPINE. Nasty.
But who knows, dilluting cocaine with tropane alkaloids may be more common practice than that one incident I just mentioned. In that case you may just have had some tropane-tainted coke."

I've heard of (never experienced) people mixing Tropane Alkaloids in with other substances (cocaine, for instance) using the deliriant effects to do all sorts of nasty things to unsuspecting drug users. Even if they did it with good intentions, (good intentions behind dosing an unsuspecting person with Tropane Alkaloids? That's a lovely thought...) it could be potentially devastating without a lot of planning put into it.

I remember my first experience with Tropane Alkaloids, not knowing what they were or what they were capable of, totally shook my entire view of existence to pieces and I was left to pick up those pieces and sort of come to terms with the new view of Existence that I found myself inhabiting, sincerely believing that everybody I encountered excluding the people I'd eaten the Datura with were but figments of my imagination. Fun times. :lol:

I'm glad you came out of it, it could've been much worse! Welcome to the Nexus, family! Love, light and gratitude!

 

[Adjhart]

I had some 2-c-b once and I got super paranoid and confused. I think I only made it because I knew exactly what I had taken and how much. But yea,...dirty chemical psychedelics like that would be no fun to take by accident.

Dirty chemical psychedelic is just a POV and stems from ignorance.

On the contrary, my opinion was due to personal experience.

I am, however, open to the idea that my experience might not perfectly define the drug, and that perhaps my 2cb wasn't completely and only 2cb.

You can't take a plant and extract 2cb, it isn't found in nature. This is the basis for me calling it what I did.

 

[Ufostrahlen]

On the contrary, my opinion was due to personal experience.

I am, however, open to the idea that my experience might not perfectly define the drug, and that perhaps my 2cb wasn't completely and only 2cb.

You can't take a plant and extract 2cb, it isn't found in nature. This is the basis for me calling it what I did.

Yes, I understand. That's the thing with RCs, you don't know what you get. But clean 2C-B under the right circumstances and the right dose should do wonders. I haven't experienced it yet, but 40 times 2C-E and it was mostly pleasant. Sometimes a headache, when I didn't drink enough water, but that was my fault and I had to learn that. I'm also a fan of low doses. +12mg 2C-E gave me always headaches, so I stayed with 8-10 mg. That was my sweet spot.

 

[Entheogenerator]

On the contrary, my opinion was due to personal experience.

I am, however, open to the idea that my experience might not perfectly define the drug, and that perhaps my 2cb wasn't completely and only 2cb.

You can't take a plant and extract 2cb, it isn't found in nature. This is the basis for me calling it what I did.

So do you believe that LSD is a "dirty, chemical" psychedelic? It is not found in nature, but that doesn't mean it has no potential as an entheogen.

 

[Adjhart]

On the contrary, my opinion was due to personal experience.

I am, however, open to the idea that my experience might not perfectly define the drug, and that perhaps my 2cb wasn't completely and only 2cb.

You can't take a plant and extract 2cb, it isn't found in nature. This is the basis for me calling it what I did.

So do you believe that LSD is a "dirty, chemical" psychedelic? It is not found in nature, but that doesn't mean it has no potential as an entheogen.

I knew someone was gonna go there!

But yes, kind of.

All the times I've done LSD there isn't a single time where I could've known for sure that it was completely and only LSD.

We all agree that psychological elements have effect on our trip, right?

There's been times I've taken LSD and was all paranoid because I was afraid I got stric-9 or some other chem in it.

If I could make LSD or 2cb myself - I probably wouldn't have the same opinion.

So, for my peace of mind - I stick with all natural psychedelics that I myself can grow or extract.

; D