beginning a new life

[B.I.G./Cudi4life]

Hello everyone,

I'm ecstatic to join this community and from what I have experienced thus far I can't wait to grow, learn and become even more of a part this community. A little about me: I am pretty new to the psychedelic world with only a few mushroom trips and one ayahuasca experiment. My hopes are to learn more about dmt and what it can show me, how I can integrate that into my life, and overall expand my consciousness and become more in tune with nature. In a time where everyone is on their phones 24/7 I just think we should take a step back and appreciate what's around us. My preferred method is drinking ayahuasca because I feel it is more natural than smoking extracted dmt.

Thank you for reading.

 

[Adjhart]

What was your experience with aya like?

Welcome! :thumb_up:

 

[B.I.G./Cudi4life]

It was pretty intense, I was kind of unprepared for it. First off with the taste being worse than I thought it would be. Like gagging while trying to get it down. Then during the experience I thought that I was starting to come back down so I was stupid and I redosed and within maybe 10 minutes I was tripping really hard and it only got more intense. Everything was morphing a lot, I started seeing waves off of everything, I started feeling like my consciousness was being drawn back from my body, I looked at myself in the mirror and my face was morphing and it didn't look like me and I don't think I smiled but the reflection did and it freaked me out. I had a pretty good friend trip sit with me and it was a mistake because he would mess with me and I started to have a bad trip. Once I layed down in bed that's where I had the best experience of the whole trip. Somehow my brain got on the topic of ayahuasca and I was somehow at every past ceremony, every current one, and every future one, and I was there to witness the discovery of ayahuasca. I'm fairly certain I witnessed my past lives also(it's all a little fuzzy but I do somewhat remember it). I relived some childhood memories. Overall for my first trip it was more than I expected. And btw I didn't purge at all. I felt the need to at a couple points but when I went to I would be almost about to, gagging and everything, then my brain just told me not to and I stopped.

 

[Jin]

yesssssssssssssss:thumb_up:

 

[ichgoftsf]

I don't think I smiled but the reflection did
That's wonderful!

Welcome

 

[Adjhart]

When I was 16 and first trying psychedelics, people always told me, 'don't go look in the mirror!', to which, of course, I did.

It can be kinda freaky,

but if you know what to expect it can be really fun too!

:thumb_up:

 

[darklordsson]

Lol, me too i looked in the mirror before looked like i was posessed. Not only with a head full of shrooms but smoked alot of weed too so bloodshot, engourged pupils, not good to look at but entertaining!

Peace.