40x lobelia extract resin/ mullein
0.100mg
lying on bed in personal space as with previous experiences, balanced, comfortable, no anxiety etc.
12:40am
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After initial clearing of hit and hold, I feel the bodily sensations, I then come across a greeting/meeting of an entity of some kind. Though, its not HER. This did not feel like HER, but instead HIM sent by HER. I could not see him, though I could feel him right in front of me, awaiting. I instantly laughed deeply with this entity, not knowing what, how or why. HE was sent from another place and time. I smiled and opened my hands and arms for HIM. This embrace gave no feedback, just silence, presence. HE is also shy. From who I may ask? I will ask this during my next experience. The usual aesthetic/sensual feelings were there. This eye cover I keep coming back to is no longer relevant to these entities. Usual afterglow effects like always.
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0.193mg - all I have left
same place, no eye cover <(useless so far IME), eager to see and learn more, if anything remotely changes, I shall continue and purchase some more and choose a completely new area outside in quiet, dimly lit(or dark) place in nature. If not, I shall leave these realms alone for a little while, respect them and give them space before coming back to them again, and also choose a new area for experience of course. Perhaps sharing the experience with another person will help, too, as it did before. Although it wasn't nearly as high a concentrate I am doing now, by my self.
1:20pm
some chilled water taken
"Who is this entity you've sent to me?" "Show me your true colors." - These are the kind of questions that run through my mind and heart now.
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WHOA! This experience was the strongest, internally speaking. Definitely a sub-breakthrough, child-like experience. Questions did not exist here. I was THERE. All encompassing! Wherever that was. Time was non-existent. Sense of self was non-existent. Very strong sense of pulsating energy driving and pulling through me, back and forth, up and down. The entities were enjoying their time with me, HIM and HER specifically. They were of an alien language expressing themselves infinitely. My god it was beautiful! Moderate visuals, mostly CEV, non-striking(very soft, bouncy and friendly in appearance and design) strong after-images, strong sensual and aesthetic experience. Waving colors, scenarios at play, wheels rolling back and forth, very strong laughing and giggling, words fall away and finally there is only that which cannot be said. Very strong afterglow effect, the most prominent of all experiences. Slight headache now. I need some time to reflect and rest on this.
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After initial clearing, a fast onset of bodily energy. A feeling of coming out of my physical body fast approached and I gladly accepted and started to burst out in pure joy, awe, euphoria and spectacle. "This is how its done" says the entities, "watch this, be this etc.." I feel like a child again.

Very supporting experience. I then began to feel afloat on my bed, flying over, rotating in whichever direction I looked upon, and down through deep memories, imagination and gentleness. Strong sensations of the universe reflecting an image of who I was in a past life. Motor function completely gone. Very strong inner presence. Exhilarating! Feeling of emerging with my words(absolute gibberish). Strong sensations of being pushed softly in all directions, as if the entities were playing with me, and I absolutely adored it! I was amazed! Yes! YES! :d
Even though the entities were not visible to look at, I could feel them sitting beside me. I now understand why and how the experience could unfold with a complete, silent, dark environment. At this point, a sitter would be a good idea, but I feel like the entities were my sitters. Very strong sense of happiness now. Stimulated urination, headache gone, I feel amazing and refreshed! Quite comfortable to do again by my self in my room at this dose. Energy level very high! Profound, pleasant and therapeutic experience gone and past, like a very intense, awe-inspiring dream.
I shall continue with this in the near future. Very happy with results so far. I feel like I'm in a full relationship with HER and HIM. Only time will tell on what everything else has to express later. In the meantime, I'll leave these realms to be for now. Also, just to note, prior to this experience saliva inspired me to give away a bunch of clothes I had no use for to charity.
Take care.