bystarlight
Rising Star
Seems as though lately, I'm not getting the visuals, and I'm not breaking through. I've been on Topamax for about 4 months and on and off benzos for about the same amount of time. I don't take the benzos regularly, so I wouldn't expect them to play much of a role here.
However, Topamax has always played a role, as my first DMT trip - I was on Topamax. Thing is, my last few DMT sessions I'm just not getting anything. I toke, toke, toke, close my eyes, and I'm pretty much in sleep mode. I wake back up and nothing.
No visuals. No nothing. I'm using the same DMT. I've even extracted more DMT since my initial sessions, and tried the newly extracted DMT.
One thing that has changed is in the initial sessions I was on anti-depressants. Now, not on any anti-depressants, and I'm not getting anything.
I just wish someone could help me get over this.
However, Topamax has always played a role, as my first DMT trip - I was on Topamax. Thing is, my last few DMT sessions I'm just not getting anything. I toke, toke, toke, close my eyes, and I'm pretty much in sleep mode. I wake back up and nothing.
No visuals. No nothing. I'm using the same DMT. I've even extracted more DMT since my initial sessions, and tried the newly extracted DMT.
One thing that has changed is in the initial sessions I was on anti-depressants. Now, not on any anti-depressants, and I'm not getting anything.
I just wish someone could help me get over this.
