You have been much in my thoughts these last two days virola78. I am at a loss for words, but I admire your courage and have nothing but good thoughts and love and compassion for you. You have a lot to face in a short time, and as others have said, if that is truly the way it goes, make the best of it! Love with all your heart, live with all your mind and body and spirit until it hurts, and never give up, until, if it should come sooner than you would wish, it is time to let go. I wish you everything you can have if you indeed have such little time, but most of all I wish you an abundance of peace, and many happy days ahead.
We are all thinking about you here, a great deal and, needless to say, are all pulling for you.
Cheers,
JBArk