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Terra Incognita
۩ said:If I wanted to quit, I would drink caapi often :]
Can't do that, i'm still on some SSRI's at the moment, not much, just the half of a quarter of a pill (Seroxat), i hope to be rid of it by summer, i'm confident that i will.
[quote='Coatl]I used to smoke all day every day... but I made myself a rule that I only smoked after 9pm, that seemed to help me reduce it alot.
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I got this far already
trancepants said:My dreams are back! I feel more aware, and less foggy.
My dreams were never gone, i dream very vivid every day, always in the morning, man , i actually wish that i wouldn't dream for once, it draws a lot of energy.
I think if my dreams would become any more vivid i wouldn't recognize reality anymore.
No seriously, i dream every single day, no exceptions, and many themes on a row, it can be very annoying, i even asked my doctor how i could stop dreaming, but he suggested that i'd take passiflora extract, wich doesn't help me at all.
kemist said:Reducing usage doesn`t work IF YOU CAN CONTROL IT! JUST STOP SMOKING IT !!!! I mean FULL STOP !!!!
Wow, thanks so much for your input Kemist, i have no doubt in my mind that what you suggest here will get me rid of weed for life,; it seems a lot like brainwashing.
I meant that in a possitive way.
But i can't do that, as i mentioned i'm on SSRI's, so i can't play around with Mao inhibiters, also mescaline is very expensive here, if it wasn't i would have done it for sure, i wan't to try mescaline for a very long time but it didn't happen yet.
But the other tips i can use ofcoarse, like you said, autosuggestion will help me a lot, and i already see lots of negativety concerning cannabis, and still i'm drawn to it, i guess that's addiction huh?
DMTtripn2Space said:SWIM bought a vaporizer and hasnt looked back ever since. No smoke. No cough. Very different high..Very clean, straight, euphoric experience. The tiring comwdown is wiped virtually to zero. It's very refreshing quite honestly.
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Wow, you seem to have a very active life, i look up to that, i can't understand that you still have time to smoke.![]()
I have a vaporizer myself, but i'm not to happy with the effects, they are way to soft, so i haven't used it much more then maybe 20 times in the 3 years i own it, like you said, very different high, way to soft imo.
Cheeto said:I must ask, how long has it been sence you quit smoking tobacco??
...and smoke a few times through the day, staying high all day... very lazy and lack of motivation...
I quit smoking tobacco 4 years ago i think, and i smoked a lot less weed then when i was smoking with tobacco, i mean a LOT less, the tobacco was the most addictive part, now weed is addictive too, but more mentally.
I've been there too, i smoked weed throughout the whole day, in order to maintain my state of mind, but like you said, in social situations it's a pain in the ass, sometimes i could have very good coversations with friends, but from the moment we decided to smoke, things changed, got borring and such, a whole different vibe, not always, but most of the time it is like that.
mogascreeta said:(then i started thinking as sobriety as a high itself and weed as a low.:roll:
Exactly, weed makes me feel low, and sobriety makes me feel high, actually, when you smoke everyday, you realize that sobriety can be a drug to, cause your reality is constantly in stoned mode, so it's hard to know how sobriety feels like anymore, i noticed that when i decided to only smoke in the evening.
ms_manic_minxx said:Do not forget to address the inner issues. Definitely spend time reflecting on the problem in a way you find best.
Thank you Minxx for this inspirational post, it speaks to my imagination, i was thinking about buying some Blue Lotus to blend with my spice before, but now i will buy some and try to smoke it pure, i heard positive things about Blue Lotus before.
Do you think they sell this also at health stores or should i order it, from a smart shop?
I am spending more time meditating now, yesterday i spend 50 minutes, and i was supprised how much more energetic i felt afterwards, it's like loading up your batteries, better then sleep imo, cause it's a conscious thing, after sleeping i still feel tired, after meditation i feel fresh. :d
Thank you all so much, all by all i must add in full shame that yesterday, after 3 days and a half i couldn't resist the temptation of taking a few drags (only 3 drags) of a joint when i had some people on visit that smoked some weed, i know it was stupid, and i felt guilty as hell after that, like i had no backbone or something, but i now know that i just have to do my best just a little more when other people smoke around me,they didn't push me at all, it was my choice, but i failed.
I am ashamed to admid this, i really am, but i think i now learned that i need to try harder, and just resist it next time, it was a learning experience, i know i felt bad about it, so it won't happen again, especially not when there are so many people here that are so kind to make an effort to help me out, i owe it to those people and to myself.
Thank you all, i will do something with all the wise words that are spread here.