MyceliumSporeDrive
Rising Star
I have central sleep apnea. This is a condition in which, during sleep, the brain fails to signal the nervous system properly to breathe, and you simply cease breathing. Eventually, you gasp, waking up with a startle to get air and then fall back asleep-- often without being aware of this. It's the brain's way of keeping you alive, and tends to be very disruptive to the sleep cycle but necessary for survival. It's all very automatic for those who have it. This is different than obstructive sleep apnea which involves actual physical obstruction to the airway due to many things including weight.
My kind of sleep apnea means that when sleep removes awareness, the brain doesn't always tell me to breathe. Those brief moments of waking up are the difference between life and death-- breathing or not breathing.
So why am I bringing this up on a DMT forum? Because DMT may do the same thing as sleep-- remove my body-awareness--, and I don't want to die. (Other than the expected and wanted ego-loss experience.)
I'm planning an ego-loss kind of DMT-combo trip that will blast my consciousness past hyperspace, but one of my largest concerns is that while my consciousness is out there, my body may stop breathing for an extended period of time, or otherwise simply forget to breathe at all. I simply don't know how central sleep apnea and large amounts of DMT could interact.
The worst case scenario I can imagine is stopping breathing altogether while having an out-of-body experience, and not having the capacity to startle or wake out of it to breathe again.
This goes beyond the typical expected fear of ego-loss, as there may be an actual physical possibility that breathing could halt, and the substance could further hinder my body's ability to resuscitate itself through a startle or a brief waking mechanism.
If the body wakes itself repeatedly during the night to initiate breathing in central sleep apnea, but can't wake itself to re-engage breathing during the DMT trip, would breathing simply stop? Or would the waking/startling mechanism happen anyway?
Does anybody have experience with this, or know of reports of this happening to others? Are there stories/reports out there of people who suddenly stop breathing during their trip? (Maybe for no apparent reason, as not everybody has a diagnosis of sleep apnes?)
Thank you for any insight, experience reports, anecdotes, medical knowledge, or thoughts you might have. This is a real medical thing and I want to be safe.
My kind of sleep apnea means that when sleep removes awareness, the brain doesn't always tell me to breathe. Those brief moments of waking up are the difference between life and death-- breathing or not breathing.
So why am I bringing this up on a DMT forum? Because DMT may do the same thing as sleep-- remove my body-awareness--, and I don't want to die. (Other than the expected and wanted ego-loss experience.)
I'm planning an ego-loss kind of DMT-combo trip that will blast my consciousness past hyperspace, but one of my largest concerns is that while my consciousness is out there, my body may stop breathing for an extended period of time, or otherwise simply forget to breathe at all. I simply don't know how central sleep apnea and large amounts of DMT could interact.
The worst case scenario I can imagine is stopping breathing altogether while having an out-of-body experience, and not having the capacity to startle or wake out of it to breathe again.
This goes beyond the typical expected fear of ego-loss, as there may be an actual physical possibility that breathing could halt, and the substance could further hinder my body's ability to resuscitate itself through a startle or a brief waking mechanism.
If the body wakes itself repeatedly during the night to initiate breathing in central sleep apnea, but can't wake itself to re-engage breathing during the DMT trip, would breathing simply stop? Or would the waking/startling mechanism happen anyway?
Does anybody have experience with this, or know of reports of this happening to others? Are there stories/reports out there of people who suddenly stop breathing during their trip? (Maybe for no apparent reason, as not everybody has a diagnosis of sleep apnes?)
Thank you for any insight, experience reports, anecdotes, medical knowledge, or thoughts you might have. This is a real medical thing and I want to be safe.