Hello…I had a changa experience about 20 minutes ago and I would like to write about it…I took Moclobemide (150 mg) about 2 hours before the experience and around 30 minutes before the experience I drank 2ml of Syrian Rue liquid I have made which equals 1,5-2 grams of seeds. My changa is 1:3. I put some in a small joint along with a herbal blend of smoking I have made consisting of Nicotiana Rustica, Lemon Balm, Cbd, Caapi leaf (raw caapi leaf).
I took 4-5 good puffs. I heard the distinctive “humming” sound of DMT a little bit after the 5th puff which was preparing me for the “journey” to come. At first I was seeing some geometrical shapes of various sizes and colors, sorta like technicolor. It’s a usual pattern i see in the beginning of many journeys of mine with this magical substance.
After the geometrical shapes I started seeing many toys, toys I had in my childhood, toys I had seen in commercials as a kid. They were moving in front of my eyes in shining colors, faces from Toy Story coming out of Micromachines, other toys I don’t remember, small toy cars rolling on the “edges” of the picture I was seeing playing. The last visual thing I remember was a Triceratops in blue and green color(I was fond of dinosaurs as a child) running and as it was running, its skin was being removed, until only its bones remained. Now, two days ago, in another experience, I was seeing many cartoons I was watching as a child “playing”, characters doing all sorts of fancy things, me dancing with them. Strange…
I realized I was getting deep into my subconscious, in my childhood. There was something there…I had an abusive father who had many bad behaviors, from light beating to verbal abuse in front of others, to other bad behaviors. Nothing too bad like abuse of meaner forms (sexual and such) but I was conceiving it really bad as a child though. This led to problematic behaviors, some of which accompany me until today. I told to myself that the behaviors of my father towards me as a child will have no power over me from that moment on. I promised it to myself, I repeated it many times. Other pictures were playing in the background at the same time (only thing I remember is dolphins) but I paid no attention.
I told to myself that any underlying bad beliefs stemming from childhood, coming from my father, will have no use to me from now on. And at the end I said to myself I forgive him. I was too bitter about his general behavior then and in the years to follow. The trip ended somewhere around there. I don’t know to what extent what I promised to myself is “overwritten” on my subconscious. Time will tell. And another trip, this time with Pharmahuasca in a few days from now. It is a matter which I will make sure to examine deeper if this wonderful healing substance allows me to do it.
*Other interesting visuals I saw yesterday in another changa trip with the same combo: Me standing at a pyramid of Mayas (Aztecs, some other tribe?). I was a warrior of them and I was making some symbols in the ground with my hands. I then started running into the forest near the pyramid. Somehow I ended up in a part of Great Wall of China, meditating. After some other visuals I don’t remember I ended up observing an alien in a spacecraft. The head of the alien was disintegrating, revealing keys, clocks, gears. Then a female alien appeared as well, her head disintegrating too and they started having some sort of connection, like sex with their minds. That’s all I remember.
I took 4-5 good puffs. I heard the distinctive “humming” sound of DMT a little bit after the 5th puff which was preparing me for the “journey” to come. At first I was seeing some geometrical shapes of various sizes and colors, sorta like technicolor. It’s a usual pattern i see in the beginning of many journeys of mine with this magical substance.
After the geometrical shapes I started seeing many toys, toys I had in my childhood, toys I had seen in commercials as a kid. They were moving in front of my eyes in shining colors, faces from Toy Story coming out of Micromachines, other toys I don’t remember, small toy cars rolling on the “edges” of the picture I was seeing playing. The last visual thing I remember was a Triceratops in blue and green color(I was fond of dinosaurs as a child) running and as it was running, its skin was being removed, until only its bones remained. Now, two days ago, in another experience, I was seeing many cartoons I was watching as a child “playing”, characters doing all sorts of fancy things, me dancing with them. Strange…
I realized I was getting deep into my subconscious, in my childhood. There was something there…I had an abusive father who had many bad behaviors, from light beating to verbal abuse in front of others, to other bad behaviors. Nothing too bad like abuse of meaner forms (sexual and such) but I was conceiving it really bad as a child though. This led to problematic behaviors, some of which accompany me until today. I told to myself that the behaviors of my father towards me as a child will have no power over me from that moment on. I promised it to myself, I repeated it many times. Other pictures were playing in the background at the same time (only thing I remember is dolphins) but I paid no attention.
I told to myself that any underlying bad beliefs stemming from childhood, coming from my father, will have no use to me from now on. And at the end I said to myself I forgive him. I was too bitter about his general behavior then and in the years to follow. The trip ended somewhere around there. I don’t know to what extent what I promised to myself is “overwritten” on my subconscious. Time will tell. And another trip, this time with Pharmahuasca in a few days from now. It is a matter which I will make sure to examine deeper if this wonderful healing substance allows me to do it.
*Other interesting visuals I saw yesterday in another changa trip with the same combo: Me standing at a pyramid of Mayas (Aztecs, some other tribe?). I was a warrior of them and I was making some symbols in the ground with my hands. I then started running into the forest near the pyramid. Somehow I ended up in a part of Great Wall of China, meditating. After some other visuals I don’t remember I ended up observing an alien in a spacecraft. The head of the alien was disintegrating, revealing keys, clocks, gears. Then a female alien appeared as well, her head disintegrating too and they started having some sort of connection, like sex with their minds. That’s all I remember.