Hi folks. I must chime in here. On my first phase on subutex I was on it for 4 years. I did the iboga protocol in getting off sub by tapering to 0.25 and then switching over to morphine. I was taking morphine for about 4 weeks (a month basically) then did my flood, was a little freaked out by the visions and some issue I rather not mention but over all it was not so much of a frighetening experience and I enjoyed a little of it. Anyway withdrawals felt like they were gone, 3 days later I feel some withdrawals i.e anxiety, sweats and you know the rest, not so acute but minimum but never the less they were withdrawals. Ok 3 days later I took a booster of Iboga, felt alright for few days, then back to withdrawals, again another booster, felt alright again for few days but again withdrawals, I kept taking boosters when withdrawals for over a month, but every time withdrawals came they just got more acute and acute, perhaps they were paws, but anyway I was taking boosters for a month but they were not holding me. I kept getting more and more depressed and even thought or reverting to short acting opiates to take the edge off. Ok so funds ran out and iboga ran out, then it came, hard asss withdrawals, paws for sure too, I was very unhappy as I really believed a flood dose and boosters for a whole month would do the trick. I dont blame the iboga but sadly subutex and suboxone are hard ass drugs to get off no matter what method you choose. I dont know if the iboga only postponed the paws and withdrawals but thats how it felt to me.
I suffered all the typical symptoms, mind you they werent extreme where am shaking but hardcore paws I would say. I could not carry on like this. I could not do another flood dose because I feel in my heart it will just end up being the same old rollercoaster, so eventually I went back to subutex. I know mine is a unsucessful story, but hey I did everything asked of me i.e going on morphine from low dose sub, doing a flood, and boosters. I really thought I was in the clear when I didnt get any withdrawals or paws for 3 days, but slowly and slow they kept creeping back, every time I took a booster I was ok for few days, even up to a week, but then withdrawals and typical paws kept creeping up on me man, and when they did they were worse each time. I could not wait any longer so like I said I went to the subutex. I really dont believe iboga can be much of benfit for sub users, I think we need to do this ourselves. But I keep thinking I went on morphine? but then again it was only for a month so that means I had sub still in my system, and lots of it.
Any benifit I would say I had from iboga were the visions, quite thought provoking, but as far as covering for withdrawals and paws I really dont think sub users can get away with. I was not prepared to spend so much on another flood dose and more months of boosters, espeacially when paws kept coming back, worse each time. The low mood and depression were a particular killer. I dont know has iboga messed up my batteries in my brain thus the low mood and depression? or is it really the sub long term affects, but I also had typical withdrawals symptoms with the low mood, so it must have been the bup and iboga unable to do anything about it. I dont mean to be downridden but I feel some consolation that am not the only one to go through this, I hear just as many sub users who went through exactly I am in regards to iboga. I may have to go impatient or simply taper the sub and not go on any opiate and see how I feel, but I wont be trying the iboga again. Am not all faulting the iboga but am seeing many folks in my boat so it cant be just me. I just believe sub is too strong that iboga cant really make much of a difference, I genuinely believed I was in the clear 3 to 4 days out, but it went downhill from there. Even boosters did not control it, my practioner was very nice and supportive and did say before the flood dose that its always hard for sub users, and did say this situation may come about, so am not deeply suprised. Sorry if this is bad news people but I had to chime in with my experience. I could not do anything differently.
I took decent amout of root bark too, did much as flood as I could, all looked rosy for a few days but then it was like the ground swallowd me up, back to the beggining of the roller coaster. Anyway I do wish you and everybody can be a success, sadly this protocol did not hold me enough, I could not keep it up, dont think anybody could, even with the funds, 2-3 months is a long time to do iboga and boosters to feel half normal from anxiety, sweats, low mood and depression, I believe they were paws, hopefully it wasnt the iboga messing me up. But sub is some very strong stuff and it seems not many people are find it comfortable with iboga let alone without iboga, even with a switch to lesser opiate and being away from sub. Anyway Beams to you from me peeps.