A few months back I bought myself a paperback copy of the book "Breaking open the head" by Daniel Pinchback. I started reading it and while it's mainly a recollection of his experiences while consuming several psychedelic substances, it also brings quite a lot of philosophical background and reasoning as to why psychedelics are banned from the modern Western world.
The book itself is a pleasant read and got me interested in contemporary shamanism. More specifically: training to be a modern shaman, a mix between the old world knowledge and modern scientific evidence. Not by providing every single soul on this planet their fix of psychedelics but by providing them the necessary tools and space to work with those tools. Yes, these tools are indeed psychedelic substances, but as a shaman you do more than just feed someone a handful of mushrooms. You help them prepare, begin, experience and later learn from their experiences. I believe that the shaman doesn't necessarily do the 'healing', but he provides everything so the person that has come to him has the chance and room to heal themselves by guiding them through the process.
In the past I've had a very strong interest in psychology and a bit sociology. I've had a coaching training in which I was taught how to guide people through though mental processes and help them grow. While I am by far not a psychologist/sociologist, past experiences showed me that I can help people calm down during a bad trip and provide enough guiding help so that they can overcome mental hurdles. I plan on taking a refresher on my coaching skills coming summer and keep doing so over the coming years.
I took my first step by actually growing my own mushrooms a few months back. Instead of buying truffles(legal here) from a smartshop here I bought myself a small growkit and grew the mushrooms. The intentions were to have the kit fully develop, flourish and eventually die and from there on purchase only the required materials and spores and then learn about the process of making the actual cake myself and cultivate those into adulthood. Once those mushrooms reaching full maturity, I'd pick one of them and use their spores to grow my own second generation. And from there on, purely grow all mushrooms from my own culture. The gradual build up from standard grow-kit to slightly more advanced to fully self sustaining is to be able to get acquainted with the various steps and understand what happens in them. It also reduces the error factors and therefore allows more learning.
I understand that this process will take years. It will probably be sooner to a decade than to a year. Not only does it mean that I'll have to experience the various psychedelics, I will also have to learn their characteristics, when which plants will be helpful and how to process the various plants.
My question to my fellow Nexians is: what would you recommend in my readings and studying?
My goal for the coming year(2012) will be this:
- Get back into growing mushrooms. Currently not growing because I live with other people and I don't want to put them at risk by growing
- Try Peyote/San Pedro and do a mescaline extraction
- Process some Calea Zachatechichi into a tincture or extract
- Have my own personal rite of passage on my birthday. The goal is to take my 3 or 4 best friends into a forest and consume Iboga while they watch over me. Doing just 1 friend in that setting sounds risky
As one last note: I have no intentions of promoting myself as a modern shaman or use this skill set to make a living out(or money in any way) of activities that the law forbid. I want to gain this knowledge so that I can help others in need and help the world into a better understanding of psychedelics. My goal is to approach this through a scientific way with understand of the process that are going on.
What do my fellow Nexians think?
The book itself is a pleasant read and got me interested in contemporary shamanism. More specifically: training to be a modern shaman, a mix between the old world knowledge and modern scientific evidence. Not by providing every single soul on this planet their fix of psychedelics but by providing them the necessary tools and space to work with those tools. Yes, these tools are indeed psychedelic substances, but as a shaman you do more than just feed someone a handful of mushrooms. You help them prepare, begin, experience and later learn from their experiences. I believe that the shaman doesn't necessarily do the 'healing', but he provides everything so the person that has come to him has the chance and room to heal themselves by guiding them through the process.
In the past I've had a very strong interest in psychology and a bit sociology. I've had a coaching training in which I was taught how to guide people through though mental processes and help them grow. While I am by far not a psychologist/sociologist, past experiences showed me that I can help people calm down during a bad trip and provide enough guiding help so that they can overcome mental hurdles. I plan on taking a refresher on my coaching skills coming summer and keep doing so over the coming years.
I took my first step by actually growing my own mushrooms a few months back. Instead of buying truffles(legal here) from a smartshop here I bought myself a small growkit and grew the mushrooms. The intentions were to have the kit fully develop, flourish and eventually die and from there on purchase only the required materials and spores and then learn about the process of making the actual cake myself and cultivate those into adulthood. Once those mushrooms reaching full maturity, I'd pick one of them and use their spores to grow my own second generation. And from there on, purely grow all mushrooms from my own culture. The gradual build up from standard grow-kit to slightly more advanced to fully self sustaining is to be able to get acquainted with the various steps and understand what happens in them. It also reduces the error factors and therefore allows more learning.
I understand that this process will take years. It will probably be sooner to a decade than to a year. Not only does it mean that I'll have to experience the various psychedelics, I will also have to learn their characteristics, when which plants will be helpful and how to process the various plants.
My question to my fellow Nexians is: what would you recommend in my readings and studying?
My goal for the coming year(2012) will be this:
- Get back into growing mushrooms. Currently not growing because I live with other people and I don't want to put them at risk by growing
- Try Peyote/San Pedro and do a mescaline extraction
- Process some Calea Zachatechichi into a tincture or extract
- Have my own personal rite of passage on my birthday. The goal is to take my 3 or 4 best friends into a forest and consume Iboga while they watch over me. Doing just 1 friend in that setting sounds risky
As one last note: I have no intentions of promoting myself as a modern shaman or use this skill set to make a living out(or money in any way) of activities that the law forbid. I want to gain this knowledge so that I can help others in need and help the world into a better understanding of psychedelics. My goal is to approach this through a scientific way with understand of the process that are going on.
What do my fellow Nexians think?
, or suffering from themselves, because I was there before, and hated it, I wish I had someone to help guide me, but I wouldn't be where I am today if I had anybody.