hmmm... well, i'm 40 years old,
34 here
i've done LSD and shrooms over a hundred times.. slavia a handful of times. I can't even begin to put them in the same category as the DMT breakthrough..
I can, not for
Salvia though.
You say it is hard to explain, but then imagine trying to describe a scent to someone who could not smell, or a color to someone who is blind. For me no sensory experience is explainable.
self transforming geometry strings that look like some sort of data flow from the cosmic super computer
Mescaline, LSD and mushrooms have all done this for me at high doses, though there are differences with DMT. I have also done DMT while on decent doses of mescaline... I did use the word WOW a lot...
however DMT doesn't feel "alien" to me... but no psychedelics do...
I don't think i have an answer for you as your statement "I am struggling to understand what the mystery is." leads me to believe that our experience is VASTLY different. I'm not new to psychedelics and other drugs... I have 25 years under my belt, so.. not sure what to say.
I am 34 and first tried LSD in highschool about 17 years ago. if you are 40 and have 25 years under your belt... that puts you at 15 for the first time you took psychedelics, which is pretty similar to me, I smoked weed when i was 15 and took acid a couple of years later.
I wonder if you have actually broken through though?
I dunno. I think I have.
I have used pretty high doses that i would not ever recommend and have had some really interesting experiences, and I have used decent doses often enough and low ones as well.
I would say I have 'broken through' on mushrooms, LSD and mescaline as well, at higher dose ranges, but not knowing the experiences of others i can't really say. I have seen a lot of people try and do DMT, my experiences don't
seem different from those of the others I have seen first hand... but since none of those people I saw try it had read about hyperspace none of them reported the effects as if they were transported to another dimension... I wonder how much expectation informs the experience? I have no idea.
I did have one friend who read about hyperspace and DMT try it actually, he was very scared to try it and I told hi he would be fine and he was. He did not report another dimension or anything like that, but he is a hacker and said he could see "the source code" of existence when he did it, hwe was the only person to report that, but I have noticed a tendency for users to report effects that have a lot to do with their beliefs as a whole, one person i know who had a friend die and who firmly believes in the afterlife said he saw his friend and made peace with him and it helped him feel a lot better, still nobody else I saw use it reported talking to the dead, or seeing the source code.
It makes me want to take a beginner and fill their heads with strange expectations and see what happens. I once had a friend who took LSD and then some people told him while he was on it that they put an invisible box over his head (*he was gullible) and that he could not speak, and he reported being unable to speak, physically unable to, until they told him they removed the box and he could speak again and then he could. I kind of see this as a strong theme in the psychedelics.