I've become convinced that what we experience when we use DMT is a glimpse of our existence sans the monkey body that we drive around. Ego is just so incredibly [i:afb373dd53]unnecessary[/i:afb373dd53] without a body to worry about. On my first time with Aya, between visions, I got a flash of paranoia. I was incapacitated, I thought, someone could just break in and kill me and I wouldn't be able to do anything about it. Well I just wouldn't come back. Peace. I went into the next vision. The body and the whole physical world just seems so inconcequential, there is so much [i:afb373dd53]more[/i:afb373dd53]. There are no cul de sacs here, no narrowing points. Only ever opening complexity as far as you want to go forever. Don't call the suicide hotline on me, I'm still having quite a lot of fun with my monkey, thanks. Actually, entities I've contacted seem quite fascinated at my body, as though I owned an exotic car or pet.
But on a more serious level, having the feeling of a split between body and soul is the same thing that (we all?) I seemed to experience while traveling the DMT-realms. The last time on aya my soul got seperated from my body and when it got back into it after the journey, the soul was very happy with the body and it's strange possibilities and feelings.
But some of these monkeys have discovered spirituality 
The book Home With God is mainly about death, and "God" says that death is always a gift we give to ourselves. Someone posted these at another of my forums, from the book: The First Remembrance: Dying is something you do for you. The Second Remembrance: You are the cause of your own death. This is always true, no matter where, or how, you die. The Third Remembrance: You cannot die against your will. The Fourth Remembrance: No path back Home is better than any other path. The Fifth Remembrance: Death is never a tragedy. It is always a gift. The Sixth Remembrance: You and God are one. There is no separation between you. The Seventh Remembrance: Death does not exist. The Eighth Remembrance: You cannot change Ultimate Reality, but you can change your experience of it. The Ninth Remembrance: It is the desire of All That Is to Know It self in Its Own Experience. This is the reason for all of Life. The Tenth Remembrance: Life is eternal. The Eleventh Remembrance: The timing and the circumstances of death are always perfect. The Twelfth Remembrance: The death of every person always serves the agenda of every other person who is aware of it. That is why they are aware of it. Therefore, no death (and no life) is ever "wasted." No one ever dies "in vain." The Thirteenth Remembrance: Birth and death are the same thing. The Fourteenth Remembrance: You are continually in the act of creation, in life and in death. The Fifteenth Remembrance: There is no such thing as the end of evolution. The Sixteenth Remembrance: Death is reversible. The Seventeenth Remembrance: In death you will be greeted by all of your loved ones—those who have died before you and those who will die after you. The Eighteenth Remembrance: Free Choice is the act of pure creation, the signature of God, and your gift, your glory, and your power forever and ever.
