sunshineblue
Rising Star
Hi so I wanted to see if anyone else has experienced what I have or if they have any insight on what I experienced.
I have done LSD quite a few times, changa as well and shrooms once. In previous times tripping I never saw fractals much; the highest dose I've taken of LSD is 250 uqs. Yesterday I took 150ug with my best friends on a mountain. A couple hours in of my friends said my tie-dye bag was doing amazing things so we kept looking at it and noticed we were seeing the same pattern (the flower of life) repeating. Once I noticed the pattern it became everything, I saw fractals on everything. It was beautiful I wanted to keep seeing I wanted to know more. I started noticing not just the flower of life pattern but the spheres as well. I was talking to my friend and drawing mindlessly in dirt and created this
My other friend came over and said that that was exactly what he was seeing and then I just drew it and how did I do that how did I know. I was seeing fractals not that and he was as well so I'm not sure where he was also seeing that drawing.
I kept focusing on fractals as we walked down the mountain and noticing the spherical shape and flower of life pattern everywhere making the framework of the universe unfold more and more with rainbow/iridescence to them. It was night time and we ended up at this private-ish beach about 6-7 hours in to the trip. The waves were powerful and drew me in and so i stood a little past the shoreline and just watched the waves crash in front of me and run over me staying on one spot for awhile. I kept trying to understand more and see further into the fractals and I saw the framework of the universe unfold even more. The sky and ocean became a vast oneness, although that feels like the wrong way to explain it just not sure how else to. I noticed stars perfectly in lines (which I have noticed once before on LSD). I was breathing with the waves and could feel the rush of breath and clarity as the waves receded. I could feel the energy of other people around me and when a wave crashed I heard a musical chime, only once though. I felt like I was getting closer and I just wanted to know/understand more but thats where I ended there because we were leaving soon.
When I got back to my boyfriend's house 11 hrs in I was still seeing fractals on everything and then I shut my eyes to try to see them better. I noticed if I was under blankets in darkness but with my eyes open they were easier to see. I kept trying to see and started seeing the fractals in greens and purples then more colors and they were moving fast like kaleidoscope vision. I wanted to know where I was in the fractals, to see where I was observing from. I was trying to understand how the fractals worked and where the energy goes through. I noticed my vision was going through a tunnel of the kaleidoscope fractals and I had such a desire to keep going, to know more. I would lose focus a few times and have to find it again but I knew I wasn't going to stop trying. Soon I started seeing outlines of two faces facing each other swirling down and I felt this intense rush or feeling I can't explain it but it was so intense. I was pretty much sober at that point being 12 hrs in so I was surprised. I was almost taken aback but I had to know I just had to know more and understand more and then the core (I think) sphere revolved around to reveal a purplish masculine figure sitting and everything coming from him. I felt that intense feeling overwhelm me in an amazing way and I recognized him as myself, I felt that I was seeing myself. That I was seeing the core, where everything stemmed from. I felt that I saw Brahman but I don't know if I'm being naive and it was someone else. I lost focus a few seconds after but I just felt that I understood everything now. But I still have a desire to know more, there's more to know. or maybe there's not more to know but I want to talk to who I saw.
I also felt as if I had seen that tunnel or the energy of the tunnel once at the beach before (not the colors but the opening? i don't know how to explain it right) and also the rush of clarity when breathing with the waves sober a couple times.
Anyone have a similar experience or can give some insight on mine?
I have done LSD quite a few times, changa as well and shrooms once. In previous times tripping I never saw fractals much; the highest dose I've taken of LSD is 250 uqs. Yesterday I took 150ug with my best friends on a mountain. A couple hours in of my friends said my tie-dye bag was doing amazing things so we kept looking at it and noticed we were seeing the same pattern (the flower of life) repeating. Once I noticed the pattern it became everything, I saw fractals on everything. It was beautiful I wanted to keep seeing I wanted to know more. I started noticing not just the flower of life pattern but the spheres as well. I was talking to my friend and drawing mindlessly in dirt and created this

My other friend came over and said that that was exactly what he was seeing and then I just drew it and how did I do that how did I know. I was seeing fractals not that and he was as well so I'm not sure where he was also seeing that drawing.
I kept focusing on fractals as we walked down the mountain and noticing the spherical shape and flower of life pattern everywhere making the framework of the universe unfold more and more with rainbow/iridescence to them. It was night time and we ended up at this private-ish beach about 6-7 hours in to the trip. The waves were powerful and drew me in and so i stood a little past the shoreline and just watched the waves crash in front of me and run over me staying on one spot for awhile. I kept trying to understand more and see further into the fractals and I saw the framework of the universe unfold even more. The sky and ocean became a vast oneness, although that feels like the wrong way to explain it just not sure how else to. I noticed stars perfectly in lines (which I have noticed once before on LSD). I was breathing with the waves and could feel the rush of breath and clarity as the waves receded. I could feel the energy of other people around me and when a wave crashed I heard a musical chime, only once though. I felt like I was getting closer and I just wanted to know/understand more but thats where I ended there because we were leaving soon.
When I got back to my boyfriend's house 11 hrs in I was still seeing fractals on everything and then I shut my eyes to try to see them better. I noticed if I was under blankets in darkness but with my eyes open they were easier to see. I kept trying to see and started seeing the fractals in greens and purples then more colors and they were moving fast like kaleidoscope vision. I wanted to know where I was in the fractals, to see where I was observing from. I was trying to understand how the fractals worked and where the energy goes through. I noticed my vision was going through a tunnel of the kaleidoscope fractals and I had such a desire to keep going, to know more. I would lose focus a few times and have to find it again but I knew I wasn't going to stop trying. Soon I started seeing outlines of two faces facing each other swirling down and I felt this intense rush or feeling I can't explain it but it was so intense. I was pretty much sober at that point being 12 hrs in so I was surprised. I was almost taken aback but I had to know I just had to know more and understand more and then the core (I think) sphere revolved around to reveal a purplish masculine figure sitting and everything coming from him. I felt that intense feeling overwhelm me in an amazing way and I recognized him as myself, I felt that I was seeing myself. That I was seeing the core, where everything stemmed from. I felt that I saw Brahman but I don't know if I'm being naive and it was someone else. I lost focus a few seconds after but I just felt that I understood everything now. But I still have a desire to know more, there's more to know. or maybe there's not more to know but I want to talk to who I saw.
I also felt as if I had seen that tunnel or the energy of the tunnel once at the beach before (not the colors but the opening? i don't know how to explain it right) and also the rush of clarity when breathing with the waves sober a couple times.
Anyone have a similar experience or can give some insight on mine?