These feelings may not have been caused by the use of psychedelics. Instead, your awareness of their (pre-existing) presence in you may have become more pronounced. If that is the case, then instead of blaming psychedelics, you might try to work a little on the homework that you have been given.Running Bear said:Have you ever felt emotional numbness? I feel so disconnected with the world around me. I feel like I have gone to far. I look at everyone around me and people seem lost. How do you keep going after you wake up? Am I the only one going through this?
Not trying to be rude and too personal here, but I did notice your sometimes out of proportion consumption of a common solvent. Recently, you started a thread that caused a bit of a stir, only to be deleted after you confessed to writing much of it under the influence of the solvent. Perhaps this solvent abuse situation bears some kind of relation to your feelings of numbness and detachment.
I hope that you can work out the issues and find back the art to enjoy life as it is. Remember that you were born with a natural talent for this art and that it is always there for you to take up the practice again, mostly regardless of the external conditions of your existence.