infinitynlove said:
EZ4U2Shoot said:
Or, if you really have no worries or fears and want to make sure you break through feel free to start at 65mg (that's where I started). It won't kill you. But, be aware, it can be EXTREMELY intense and if you have never had any experience with strong psychedelics it could be so bizarre and foreign that it is far beyond anything that you ever expected and it could scare the holy livin' hell right out of you.
i love EZ4U2Shoot's attitude, "if you fear nothing then go for broke!" its so true, fear is the mind killer, I believe we attract what we fear and what we fear most, is sometimes, a part of the self we need to overcome, or at least face.
No one else on here seems to be as fearless of the spice as EZ4U2Shoot.
I wish i was the same, ref spice: i fear the unknown, and really negative entities,.
Peace
I'm really not trying to promote "going for broke" and even I am not without my fears. The Spice has kicked me in the balls, slapped my arse, beat me with a billy club and tossed me down a well on more than one occasion. But sometimes, this was precisely what I needed. Even an eternity spent in hell, suspended in time and trapped in that single moment was what I needed at that time. In spite of how horribly frightening and terrorizing it was, it was exactly what I personally needed in order to get beyond, and heel from, the emotional wounds that I had at the time. And for that, I am grateful. And because of it's effect in the long run, I believe it to have been a "positive experience" rather than a "bad trip".
What I am actually trying to convey is, "Respect The Spice." and "Know thy self." I know a lot of people might disagree, but If you(not necessarily you specifically) decide not to heed the warnings and start with low doses and instead go for a high dose, then the consequences of your actions are yours alone and you will have no choice but to face them head on. I am absolutely confident that we are neither physically nor mentally capable of smoking enough pure DMT to die from an overdose (injections are another story). So if you(not necessarily you specifically) are actually foolish enough to load 250mg into a vaporizer and smoke it, even after all of the warnings against it, then by all means, go right ahead. Although I believe it is unlikely that you would be able to get through it all, you will most certainly face the consequence of attempting to do so, and that would be all on you and nobody else. I don't think you'll do it a second time. In fact, I would be surprised if you ever smoked any again in your life.
I realize this might raise a few eyebrows, and many people may disagree with this attitude. But in all likelihood, if a person is this foolish, then perhaps the person shouldn't be smoking it in the first place. In fact, if a person really is foolish enough to take such actions in spite of all of the warnings and testimonies, then I believe the person should probably seriously consider checking themselves into a specialized mental hospital first.
I personally believe that The Spice is a very spiritual substance and, at least to some degree, it has a spirit of it's own. I believe that The Spice can be a great and wonderful teacher and even a friend. If you do it right, then you can learn a lot from it. And if you play with it gently, then it will play with you. But The Spice is not just a helpless powder that will lay there and let you completely abuse it. If you hit The Spice, then The Spice will hit you back. And the harder you hit The Spice, the harder it will hit back. And take if from me, The Spice may be small, but it can pack a powerful punch and it has the ability to hit a whole heck of a lot harder than you can.
So in conclusion, if you(not necessarily you specifically) are seriously considering careless and foolish actions, then I plead and beg that you do not. I will be honest and strait forward, it is not out of concern for your personal mental health that I make this plea. I beg you not to do this for purely selfish reasons. Personally, I think it would be a terrible travesty if you(not necessarily you specifically) were to do this and then end up in a hospital suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome and put all of the blame on The Spice, especially when all of the fault would be your own. Additionally, I feel that it would be a crime against spirituality for those of us who use The Spice for more positive ends because, there is no doubt in my mind that, the media and some close minded politicians with their own agendas would take advantage of this to launch a "war on DMT" and boost their own career with such publicity. So, please do not do this, for your sake and ours.
Finally, I would like to acknowledge that this is the more extreme case and I'm not suggesting that anyone is so foolish. Now, if it is something you(not necessarily you specifically) have been considering, then I hope that I have helped to change your mind. On the other end, if you(not necessarily you specifically) understand the risks but you are still seriously considering "larger than typical" doses or "repeated consecutive prolonged" doses, and intend on experimenting regardless, then feel free to PM me. I do have extensive experience with some fairly large doses but
I will not encourage it, and in fact I may try to discourage it, especially if you are younger than about 35 or 40. But, regardless of whether or not I specifically discourage such actions, I will answer your questions as thoroughly and honestly as I possibly can. I say this because I firmly believe that knowledge is power and, as the old proverb goes, "even a fool with a little learning is more likely to make a good choice than a wise man with no learning at all".
EDIT: Also, infinitynlove, this is not meant to be a rebuttal or conflict with your post. It is merely meant to be a clarification.
May you find the light, and may the light find you.
And since you made a Dune reference, "The Spice must flow."
But it blows my mind how "spiritually" advanced DMT is. I think the technology is thousands of years old. But it is our method of extraction has improved technologically.
