DMT Experience - I am Not Allowed to the enter the Hyperspace

[Perlon]

Hallo Everybody,

In a few of my trips, I remember that some entity is preventing me from entering the colorful and joyful "hyperspace" that I hope and look forward to.
On my last trip - with the e-mesh method about 20-25 mg DMT - it was made very clear again that I Cant go any further to have the beautiful visuals. Why is that so?

Have you had similar experiences?
What can I do about it?
i also don't think the problem will go away if I smoke more, as it has happened at least 3 times now.

 

[Voidmatrix]

I'd encourage you to heed the advisory. This isn't new. This has happened to many people, myself included. For many, if you choose to be stubborn, you may get lucky and nothing happens and you get what you want. However, what can also occur is either the lockout or the hyperslap.

What you can do about it is reflect on experiences you've already had, integrate them, take a break, live life, and come back when your intuition gives you the cue.

One love

Ps Welcome to the Nexus

 

[Nydex]

I'd encourage you to heed the advisory. This isn't new. This has happened to many people, myself included. For many, if you choose to be stubborn, you may get lucky and nothing happens and you get what you want. However, what can also occur is either the lockout or the hyperslap.

What you can do about it is reflect on experiences you've already had, integrate them, take a break, live life, and come back when your intuition gives you the cue.

One love

Ps Welcome to the Nexus

@Perlon that's about as solid an advice as you can get around here, and I'd recommend trusting Void. He speaks from a place of tremendous wisdom and experience.

And to echo him - welcome to the Nexus. I'm sure you'll find what you seek here, and more.

Cheers!

 

[Perlon]

I'd encourage you to heed the advisory. This isn't new. This has happened to many people, myself included. For many, if you choose to be stubborn, you may get lucky and nothing happens and you get what you want. However, what can also occur is either the lockout or the hyperslap.

What you can do about it is reflect on experiences you've already had, integrate them, take a break, live life, and come back when your intuition gives you the cue.

One love

Ps Welcome to the Nexus

Thanks for the advice
I am still confused. When I first tried DMT a few years ago, I don't remember much, but it was colorful pleasant visuals and auditory hallucinations (crackling at the beginning of the trip).
Now I've extracted it myself from MHRB and have smoked the glass pipe about 10 times in the last 2-3 months and have neither the auditory hallucinations - the crackling - nor the colorful visuals. Most of the time I end up in a kind of in-between place where I am briefly shown where I want to go, but am not allowed to go there. And I keep wondering why that is.

Now I have smoked with the E-Mesh method and again I have been shown the beautiful colorful world (hyperspace?) through a kind of rift/window, but I am not allowed to go there. With the exception of one trip, all trips were pleasant in retrospect, but the message was that I wasn't allowed to go any further or that I had no business being there.

I have decided to smoke again in 1-2 weeks and then ask the entities why I am not allowed to continue. Like I haven't earned it yet or I'm not ready, I don't know, but I'm a little sad about it.

 

[Voidmatrix]

DMT is real weird. It kind of scans or gets to know you before you are fully in the space. How? I don't know, but that's the appearance of things.

Do you have a meditation or self development practice of any kind? If so, do you try to avoid things like spiritual bypassing? If you don't, perhaps starting one will give you the breadth of being to be "allowed" to go further.

I'd also encourage you to interact with why you want what you want. What assumptions prop up this desire?

You have a plan, which is good, but perhaps stay open to taking a longer break, if that's how you feel once "time is up."

You said that this makes you sad. Is it possible that it's okay to be sad about this, such that the sadness doesn't cause you to do anything about the sadness or impact your decision making?

DMT is a monkey wrench everytime you work with it. It's not like smoking cannabis and having a relative guage of expectation for the experience. DMT always has something new to show you.

One love

 

[The Traveler]

DMT is real weird. It kind of scans or gets to know you before you are fully in the space. How? I don't know, but that's the appearance of things.

For me, listening to a beautiful concert before going into pharmahuasca always made the journey much better to ease into, and being allowed in.

I usually listened to this one:

Kind regards,

The Traveler

 

[Perlon]

DMT is real weird. It kind of scans or gets to know you before you are fully in the space. How? I don't know, but that's the appearance of things.

Do you have a meditation or self development practice of any kind? If so, do you try to avoid things like spiritual bypassing? If you don't, perhaps starting one will give you the breadth of being to be "allowed" to go further.

I'd also encourage you to interact with why you want what you want. What assumptions prop up this desire?

You have a plan, which is good, but perhaps stay open to taking a longer break, if that's how you feel once "time is up."

You said that this makes you sad. Is it possible that it's okay to be sad about this, such that the sadness doesn't cause you to do anything about the sadness or impact your decision making?

DMT is a monkey wrench everytime you work with it. It's not like smoking cannabis and having a relative guage of expectation for the experience. DMT always has something new to show you.

One love

I always try to keep an open mind and rarely go into the experience with an intention. Of course it would be nice and I actually do believe that DMT has a lasting positive effect on life. It Can changes the way you think and your perception. But that's not my focus and goal right now, I just want a full experience.

DMT is the most fascinating thing there is for me and I've been studying it for a very long time. Now, after many years, I've finally made it myself because I couldn't find it anywhere and then I'm not allowed to really experience It
This…sucks. I wasn't expecting it. I want to finally have a really nice experience or even the breakthrough, but if DMT won't let me in for whatever reason, then I'll take it seriously. I think i got no Choice and i dont wanna Push it. however, it feels like a punishment to be honest. I Want it so much. DMT is really unbelievable

I may have to train my mind more. Unfortunately I meditate very irregularly, but I'm going to do it every day again (hopefully) and also before the next trip.

 

[Voidmatrix]

I think it's totally fine to not have a specific intention for a specific journey, but one can say there is some intention overall through your fascination. What makes it so fascinating to you? Why do you want to get in so badly? These are questions for you, you're not obligated to answer here. Just some things to reflect on to hopefully get you floating, flowing, and hopping around hyperspace sooner.

DMT is also a bit of a paradox. You're not the first person I've spoken to who has wanted to get in so bad, but wasn't allowed. It's kind of like Chinese finger cuffs, where one has to push to pull, in this case, if you want it less you may get in easier.

Do what works best for you and gets you connected to yourself a bit. If that's meditating everyday, then get it. It could also be other things like taking regular walks, having a meditation practice, etc. The more you're connected to yourself, the more you can connect with the space.

Also, as someone who has had many, low-level journeys have their own special treasures. Perhaps it may do you well to have some lower dosed journeys for a while. Just a thought.

One love

 

[Perlon]

I think it's totally fine to not have a specific intention for a specific journey, but one can say there is some intention overall through your fascination. What makes it so fascinating to you? Why do you want to get in so badly? These are questions for you, you're not obligated to answer here. Just some things to reflect on to hopefully get you floating, flowing, and hopping around hyperspace sooner.

DMT is also a bit of a paradox. You're not the first person I've spoken to who has wanted to get in so bad, but wasn't allowed. It's kind of like Chinese finger cuffs, where one has to push to pull, in this case, if you want it less you may get in easier.

Do what works best for you and gets you connected to yourself a bit. If that's meditating everyday, then get it. It could also be other things like taking regular walks, having a meditation practice, etc. The more you're connected to yourself, the more you can connect with the space.

Also, as someone who has had many, low-level journeys have their own special treasures. Perhaps it may do you well to have some lower dosed journeys for a while. Just a thought.

One love

„The more you're connected to yourself, the more you can connect with the space“ - i will remember that. I think you're speaking from experience . Thank u so much!

When I meditate, do sport and be generally productive, I feel good i will Keep doing this.

 

[Perlon]

Another thing that comes to my mind: during the DMT Trips I often had the feeling that I had something in my mouth, or rather I really believe that I had something in my mouth. It cracked somehow. Does that sound familiar to you? How can/should I interpret this?

 

[Voidmatrix]

So happy to help.

I actually had some weird oral sensations in one of my last changa jouneys. It's not uncommon. If we want to look at it metaphysically, one could say that it is highlighting a potential energy blockage or other such disregulation of a specific part of our being. In the case of sensations in the mouth or throat, there could be difficulties in finding one's voice, speaking up for oneself, expression, but also how we take care of ourselves by way of what we put into our bodies. The sensation may not be there next time.

One love

 

[Perlon]

So happy to help.

I actually had some weird oral sensations in one of my last changa jouneys. It's not uncommon. If we want to look at it metaphysically, one could say that it is highlighting a potential energy blockage or other such disregulation of a specific part of our being. In the case of sensations in the mouth or throat, there could be difficulties in finding one's voice, speaking up for oneself, expression, but also how we take care of ourselves by way of what we put into our bodies. The sensation may not be there next time.

One love

interesting that you interpret it as a possible impairment. But it could basically be interpreted that way, absolutely. In my case, speaking is actually one of my strengths: I'm a psychologist and a lecturer in psychology.

I actually had this oral sensation almost every time. It wasn't unpleasant or anything. I just noticed it. It felt so real..it was real^^

 

[Voidmatrix]

Good point. Often times when this topic comes up it's because the experience is uncomfortable or seems to have some meaning for many.

DMT is slightly caustic, so I wonder if that's what you're feeling on your tongue

One love

 

[Perlon]

Good point. Often times when this topic comes up it's because the experience is uncomfortable or seems to have some meaning for many.

DMT is slightly caustic, so I wonder if that's what you're feeling on your tongue

One love

its not just a taste its something in my mouth, what cracks/tingles.

It doesn't necessarily have to have a meaning (?), but I'm curious because it almost always happened. It could mean something

 

[MusicalSponge]

Hi, new here. I'll introduce myself shortly on the right thread.

I have tried to make sense of the above posts, but I can't seem to make sense of them. Maybe I need it explained like I'm 5.

I just obtained my first cart. I started out taking it slow, not knowing what to expect. All I was able to get was a slight head buzz. Afterward, I tried ripping it like crazy, and I got a more intense head high, but nothing crazy. I've heard outlandish stories about the experience, but wasn't sure how much of it to believe. I saw some posts about seeing pretty colors and things. Does it really just take a state of peace to get that? I'm used to other psychedelics, where you need to maintain a good state of kind, but you'll get effects no matter what.

 

[Voidmatrix]

Unfortunately, carts aren't the most reliable ime. If you can manage to extract some freebase and use an oil burner pipe, the sandwich method, or getting on board with the direct emesh, I'm sure you'll get a more fruitful experience.

What in the above conversation would you like expanded upon further?

And welcome to the Nexus.

One love

 

[Voidmatrix]

@Perlon Oh, what I'm talking about is a feeling in the mouth. And a weird one. The closer I am to burning my spice the closer I am to that feeling. But it's been a while since I've had the experience in a very obvious way (or it's one of many things I'm accustomed to).

You say it almost always happens. What's different in the times it doesn't happen?

One love

 

[Transform]

Hi, new here. I'll introduce myself shortly on the right thread.

I have tried to make sense of the above posts, but I can't seem to make sense of them. Maybe I need it explained like I'm 5.

I just obtained my first cart. I started out taking it slow, not knowing what to expect. All I was able to get was a slight head buzz. Afterward, I tried ripping it like crazy, and I got a more intense head high, but nothing crazy. I've heard outlandish stories about the experience, but wasn't sure how much of it to believe. I saw some posts about seeing pretty colors and things. Does it really just take a state of peace to get that? I'm used to other psychedelics, where you need to maintain a good state of kind, but you'll get effects no matter what.

Hi and welcome!

It could be that your cart's weak. Have you tried taking more than one pull in succession? Take fat, big, deep rips and hold them in for as long as you can. If doing that twice in immediate succession doesn't much improve things, try adding a third. After that you may have to consider using harmala alkaloids to lengthen out the window of opportunity, but these come with some special caveats.

At some point (probably already) you'd be better off learning how to produce your own DMT - then you'll get more control over the dose, not to mention the quality. All the information you'll need for attaining that level of self-sufficiency is here on the forum.