DMT is calling should i answer

[Voluntus Filius]

I'm back again Ive lurked this forum for many years now have made a few accounts that i have forgotten the password for so you may remember me but i doubt it. DMT has been calling me strongly every street i walk along i can see the burning bush it has jumped out of the shadows and is illuminated. based on my past psychedelic use i am unsure if i should answer the call. A bit about my past i had gotten into mushrooms and LSD and combined a few hits of LSD with 1-1.5kg fresh weight laughing jims (gymnopilus ?something a rather)That trip sent me to the psych ward where i was put on anti psychotics. i was discharged a year ago and since have used only weed and Psilocybe Cubensis to no ill effect but the mushrooms were un-enjoyable and i have stopped them likely for life. I have given up weed that high in THC i use only bush as it has more of the anti-psychotic cannibinoids. i have had a second psychosis triggered by sleep deprivation and stimulation overload. I'm never going to touch LSD or mushrooms again the trip is to long for my now delicate mind. DMT has been calling me and I don't know if i should answer based of my 2 psychosis's what do you all think the outcome would be if i did par take in this sacred medicine again?

 

[3rdI]

hello Voluntus Filius,

It sounds like a bad idea to me, I wouldn't do it.

 

[Michal_R]

Hi and welcome (again)

I agree with 3rdI. I wouldn´t do it if I were you. Please consider your "delicate mind"...

I'm never going to touch LSD or mushrooms again the trip is to long for my now delicate mind.

The thing is that no matter how brief a DMT experience may seem to be from the point of view of an observer, it will deliver an experience much more intense and weird than your "normal" LSD/Mushroom dose. For me, I cannot even imagine anything weirder, more shocking and intense than a breakthrough on DMT...

For me, it is much more challenging to integrate a DMT experience than even a very intense Mushroom experience for example

 

[DoingKermit]

I agree with 3rdI and Michal_R.

Your mind is important and if you have had previous plsychosis, I say its better to be safe than sorry. Although it has a short duration, DMT is so powerful, it can be dangerous for someone with a "delicate mind" as you stated.

Stay safe

 

[The Boss]

depeneds what its calling you for but yes go for it ;D

Missed the psychosis part

 

[Parshvik Chintan]

i would say maybe dip your toes in the water

but you definitely do not want to break through.

see how low, sub-breakthrough doses affect you, as it is akin to a mushroom dose, only lasting a matter of minutes.

 

[Voluntus Filius]

Thanks for the advice everyone pretty much reinforced my own thoughts. If i am to have some again it will be extremely small doses to compliment my meditation and crystal work i doubt i will ever breakthrough again (I astral project and its similar to a breakthrough with its own flavour) breathing and meditation can get me deep enough these days its amazing what the mind can do with such subtle exercises to change conciousness once the doors are off the hinges and the curtain has been ripped down. Maybe the burning bush is showing itself as a test of self restraint