MeatMachine
Rising Star
Hi guys
I'm aware the forum has a search functon and I've read a few other topics that sounded similar to my situations, yet were different enough, I feel, to warrant me creating my own thread to get some opinions.
In short- DMT doesn't seem to affect me like it used to.
CEVs are harder to initiate (I have to concentrate to get them going) and I don't get the same dettachment from reality I used to get. On top of this, the CEVs are totally different- they are comprised of a spangly blue/whitish array of 'stars', and mostly form flowing, convulsing joker or skull-like faces against the black background of my eyelids. Occaisionally I will see geometric objects that are remniscent of what I used to get but they are faint. OEVs produce no warping of space like they used to- just ebbing, flowing patterns in my walls and carpet that are now the highlight of the experience. ALSO I've noticed bright points of light in my vision that feel very magical and almost remniscent of a shrooms trip (though I've never had these on shrooms).
The thing is, I've heard of this happening after what I would consider abuse of DMT- people smoking every day- but I was smoking DMT once or twice a fortnight, always making sure I was in a relaxed and ready state of mind for it.
The onset of this difference actually started pretty quickly- just after one of my most pleasurable trips yet, in which I was engulfed by an almighty pink cloud of pure love, something I saw as a reward from the DMT being for getting my smoking tech just right... Pretty much straight after this trip, I lost the ability to see what I used to be able to.
I mentioned this to people in chat and was recommended to take a month or so off DMT and experiment with harmalas- so it's been about 7 weeks now, and I've been playing around with a 50x passionflower extract I obtained online (smoking (eurgh!) and drinking in tea).
My diet has been impeccable lately, I'm healthier than I've been in quite some time!
But I just tried smoking what would usually be a breakthrough dose, and still the same things happened...
I did however just realise that this also started about the same time I started my most recent extraction run from half a kilo of MRHB, so I am not ruling out the possibility that I messed up the extraction somehow or got a duff batch of bark?
I have only one other friend whom I've shared DMT with, and has experienced amazing things with me. However he hasn't done it since I started getting this lull in DMT effectiveness. I do intend for him to try out some of my new (and perfectly healthy looking!) spice to see if it really is something within me that is preventing me from experiencing the greatness I once felt.
Some other advice I read on the forums was to try some form of oral DMT.
I'm intending to get some syrian rue and do pharmahausca when my friend is out of hospital to help me on the journey.
So there we have it... Any thoughts or guidance for a hypernaught who's lost his space boots?
I'm aware the forum has a search functon and I've read a few other topics that sounded similar to my situations, yet were different enough, I feel, to warrant me creating my own thread to get some opinions.
In short- DMT doesn't seem to affect me like it used to.
CEVs are harder to initiate (I have to concentrate to get them going) and I don't get the same dettachment from reality I used to get. On top of this, the CEVs are totally different- they are comprised of a spangly blue/whitish array of 'stars', and mostly form flowing, convulsing joker or skull-like faces against the black background of my eyelids. Occaisionally I will see geometric objects that are remniscent of what I used to get but they are faint. OEVs produce no warping of space like they used to- just ebbing, flowing patterns in my walls and carpet that are now the highlight of the experience. ALSO I've noticed bright points of light in my vision that feel very magical and almost remniscent of a shrooms trip (though I've never had these on shrooms).
The thing is, I've heard of this happening after what I would consider abuse of DMT- people smoking every day- but I was smoking DMT once or twice a fortnight, always making sure I was in a relaxed and ready state of mind for it.
The onset of this difference actually started pretty quickly- just after one of my most pleasurable trips yet, in which I was engulfed by an almighty pink cloud of pure love, something I saw as a reward from the DMT being for getting my smoking tech just right... Pretty much straight after this trip, I lost the ability to see what I used to be able to.
I mentioned this to people in chat and was recommended to take a month or so off DMT and experiment with harmalas- so it's been about 7 weeks now, and I've been playing around with a 50x passionflower extract I obtained online (smoking (eurgh!) and drinking in tea).
My diet has been impeccable lately, I'm healthier than I've been in quite some time!
But I just tried smoking what would usually be a breakthrough dose, and still the same things happened...
I did however just realise that this also started about the same time I started my most recent extraction run from half a kilo of MRHB, so I am not ruling out the possibility that I messed up the extraction somehow or got a duff batch of bark?
I have only one other friend whom I've shared DMT with, and has experienced amazing things with me. However he hasn't done it since I started getting this lull in DMT effectiveness. I do intend for him to try out some of my new (and perfectly healthy looking!) spice to see if it really is something within me that is preventing me from experiencing the greatness I once felt.
Some other advice I read on the forums was to try some form of oral DMT.
I'm intending to get some syrian rue and do pharmahausca when my friend is out of hospital to help me on the journey.
So there we have it... Any thoughts or guidance for a hypernaught who's lost his space boots?
Nice!
