I've struggled with putting others on a pedestal my whole life but have never had a real mentor. My life path would be so much easier if I had support.
At this point, I doubt that I can accept just anyone for such a position. I'd need to feel some real wisdom behind a person.
We all have our inner mentor or guru, who speaks with a
silent voice and guides us. It's just a matter of giving yourself space and listening to it. I'm so sick that I need medicine to create the right conditions, but it's slowly getting better. Then there are all the saints, buddhas, and sages who are part of reality and could be connected to as well. It's still difficult to accept that they are all a part of my mind (I guess what I need is to remove that
"my" before "
mind").
Praying works because you are trying to get out of your box and connect to something you know nothing about. It is a practice of opening up to reality. Please do not mix any Christian bias into it. I am not a Christian believer in a normal sense, even if I respect the tradition. Prayer is beyond religion, like looking into a vast empty blue sky. I see it as a direct connection to God or our ultimate mentor.
Life itself is a mentor, including the people we meet. I've learned a lot from you all and continue to do so. The same applies to seemingly random encounters that point to some truth you need to see.
