Lorielparr1221
Rising Star
I had a near death experience due the fact of me taking one tab of lsd! I first started to see what i thought would be the most beautiful thing that I have had ever seen in my life but as I started to go more into my trip I began to see so much more.
I went to go to the car about 2 hours later to smoke some weed with my boyfriend. My whole trip lasted for 7 days! I was starting to see mickey mouse's everywhere the smoke even changed into mickey mouse. I held the bowl in my hand and it began to feel like I was the whole universe and I had so many arms! I could never put into words how I felt at that moment. I sat there very quiet I was speechless. Also I did not tell my boyfriend because I did not want him to think that I was tripping that hard. I did not know why I felt like the whole universe until later on in my trip.
When I went back Into the apartment with my boyfriend we laid down and I began to go into what looked like a red Vortex I was scared at first by then I heard a voice it said “do not be scared” so I went more into it. It was not scary it was interesting I feel that it was “purgatory” I guess you can call it I knew I did not belong there but all the other souls did and some even like it there believe it or not. The funny thing is that it was not as bad as earth. I believe that there may be lower levels of purgatory because everywhere I went was levels it's like the better the soul you have the better your place will be. I believe you can move from your level if you just call out to God.
I then went through a pink vortex that was really pretty I loved it so much. Everyone was nice. It looked like their souls were dancing. They were so happy. It was like the more I went in these dimensions the better they got. Like I said it’s all levels for the kind of soul you have. All the souls looked at me saying “hey what are you doing here?” They all really liked me. I kept asking if I could stay because it was a billion times better than earth. You could do anything you can think of there I never felt so much love in my life.
This next thing that happen is the hardest to explain. Everything started to get really curvy and even more perfect which I did not think was possible. It was like everyone was so at peace. This whole time it felt like someone was pulling me through a big dimension trying to show me my spot of where my soul goes. I kept going through thinking my soul has to be close to where it supposed to go everyone here is way too perfect! So I kept saying to my guide “Ollie is this my spot!” then they said no. Every time my guide said no I got so excited because that meant I got to go to a higher level.
The next thing I know BAM! I am sitting next to an Alien! I said to him “are you God”? He shook his head no smoking a blunt. I said will than who is god! He pointed to me. I said no I’m not!!! He shook his head yes with a smile on his face. After hours it felt of me saying no and the alien saying yes I gave up and said “OKAY, fine I’m god!” I saw the alien get happy. Then the next thing I know I turned into the alien! I was thinking wow! This is crazy!
Then all of a sudden It felt like I was no longer tripping. I woke up with a bong in my hand and my boyfriend and his friends named Devon and DJ asked me “did it work yet?” I was like “wow wait what?” They laughed and said “ahhh it worked!” It turns out I was tripping my whole life! I just knew I did because everything was so much more REAL than here. Like Infinity times more real than earth. They were like “BRO you were tripping hard G” they called me G like as if I was God. The funny thing is the guy Devon always calls me G. Like what up G. Not that he remembers why because none of them know that this happened a day later. I didn’t even remember all of this happened until I saw someone online say “when you die you wake up with a bong in your hand and an alien asks if it worked yet.” I saw that comment two months after I had my near death experience.
I realized that everything made sense at the time I was the alien that smokes because I was god. Everyone is God! We are one big soul. But it was almost like I was the best part of the soul or the one the main part that God was tripping about. I really don't understand now but at the time I just knew everything! I wish that I could remember why I was the most important part at the time. Then I started thinking that if I am the main part than I can get everyone off of earth. We can all be together now and at the time it worked I took everyone off of earth and made everyone and everything be together again. It was like everyone came into the smoke that I was smoking and was so happy we were all together. Everything was made of love and music I could never describe all that happened but It was the best feeling that I could ever feel.
The next day I was starting to kind of forget what happened last night I did not sleep or anything It was just going away I was trying to come down from my trip by watching some vines but when I looked at everyone on vine I was everyone I looked at. I kept thinking in my head “ha that's me” like as if I was really that person. We walked out and my boyfriend was about to drive me home. He turned on the music and it felt like every song was talking to me. I kept thinking how this is possible!
I heard a voice say all you have to do is die and we can all be together again. So I took a lighter and was trying to set the car on fire I had smile on my face when I put the lighter on the top of my boyfriend’s car. I just burnt the top of his car and it did not go the way I wanted it to. The light turned into a mickey mouse and I just stopped trying.
I was about to get out of the car to go home this whole time my boyfriend thought that I wasn't tripping. I got out the car saying “I can’t wait to see my mom” because it felt like forever that I was gone. So my boyfriend pulled me back in the car and said “No just stay here.” So I did that next we went to Giant Eagle so that I could get a sleeping pill. When I went in the store I saw that everyone had a third eye! I then soon remembered that I was god. I kept thinking yeah I’m god all feeling confident. Even though we all are God my trip said that I am the biggest part. Then we got back in the car and Adele came on when we were young and everything started to look old even the people. It's like I was stuck and I kept coming back to earth to repeat my life because I wanted to be young again.
So because I wasn't coming down from my trip my boyfriend had to take me to the hospital. When we got there everything looked like it was fading away. It was like the world we live in is a dream. I looked on the t.v and it was talking about a Terrace attack my trip was trying to tell me something. I wrote 20k on my hand so that I wouldn't forget. I think it was trying there's going to be a World War III that I'm going to die when I'm 20 from the war. I’m not 100% sure but that's what I think. I can't say all the details because the site will take it down. I was supposed to die the day I tripped but I didn't. My heart rate was 150 beats a minute. I was so overwhelmed of everything my trip was saying to me the last thing I remember was a doctor drugged me to put me to sleep and I felt my whole trip slip away. The doctor said if I didn't get to the hospital the time I did I probably would've died.
When I woke up the next day I didn't even remember my name. I looked around and everyone looked like I was dreaming nothing really felt real. I thought I changed the world because I was so close to making a change in my trip but to make a difference I would have had to die. I guess my trip kind of was like a sacrifice if I would have died. I sometimes wish that I would have died that day, because in my trip it was like if I died then this world would be history. I'm not sure if my trip was 100% real or not but if it was then all I could think is I wish I could be dead right now.
Now I can't even do weed anymore without turning into an alien!!
I used ehrlich's reagent testing kit.
The results were it turned purple.
I don't have any pre-existing heart problems.
I don't want LSD to look bad and I understand REAL LSD can't really kill someone but It could Kill me because I'm not like other people my trip told me that. I just can't do things like psychedelics because I can't come down from the trip by myself. I just wanted to see if anyone had an experience similar to mine. Also if someone could give me some reasons of why that might of happened to me. Sorry if I made it over dramatic I was just letting out how I feel. I had the best Trip that anyone could ever imagine. I don't regret taking this drug it changed my life and thought me to love more than anything.
Ps. If I feel like what you say is rude I'm not going to reply anymore. Please just ask me nicely and I will answer any questions you have for me.
I went to go to the car about 2 hours later to smoke some weed with my boyfriend. My whole trip lasted for 7 days! I was starting to see mickey mouse's everywhere the smoke even changed into mickey mouse. I held the bowl in my hand and it began to feel like I was the whole universe and I had so many arms! I could never put into words how I felt at that moment. I sat there very quiet I was speechless. Also I did not tell my boyfriend because I did not want him to think that I was tripping that hard. I did not know why I felt like the whole universe until later on in my trip.
When I went back Into the apartment with my boyfriend we laid down and I began to go into what looked like a red Vortex I was scared at first by then I heard a voice it said “do not be scared” so I went more into it. It was not scary it was interesting I feel that it was “purgatory” I guess you can call it I knew I did not belong there but all the other souls did and some even like it there believe it or not. The funny thing is that it was not as bad as earth. I believe that there may be lower levels of purgatory because everywhere I went was levels it's like the better the soul you have the better your place will be. I believe you can move from your level if you just call out to God.
I then went through a pink vortex that was really pretty I loved it so much. Everyone was nice. It looked like their souls were dancing. They were so happy. It was like the more I went in these dimensions the better they got. Like I said it’s all levels for the kind of soul you have. All the souls looked at me saying “hey what are you doing here?” They all really liked me. I kept asking if I could stay because it was a billion times better than earth. You could do anything you can think of there I never felt so much love in my life.
This next thing that happen is the hardest to explain. Everything started to get really curvy and even more perfect which I did not think was possible. It was like everyone was so at peace. This whole time it felt like someone was pulling me through a big dimension trying to show me my spot of where my soul goes. I kept going through thinking my soul has to be close to where it supposed to go everyone here is way too perfect! So I kept saying to my guide “Ollie is this my spot!” then they said no. Every time my guide said no I got so excited because that meant I got to go to a higher level.
The next thing I know BAM! I am sitting next to an Alien! I said to him “are you God”? He shook his head no smoking a blunt. I said will than who is god! He pointed to me. I said no I’m not!!! He shook his head yes with a smile on his face. After hours it felt of me saying no and the alien saying yes I gave up and said “OKAY, fine I’m god!” I saw the alien get happy. Then the next thing I know I turned into the alien! I was thinking wow! This is crazy!
Then all of a sudden It felt like I was no longer tripping. I woke up with a bong in my hand and my boyfriend and his friends named Devon and DJ asked me “did it work yet?” I was like “wow wait what?” They laughed and said “ahhh it worked!” It turns out I was tripping my whole life! I just knew I did because everything was so much more REAL than here. Like Infinity times more real than earth. They were like “BRO you were tripping hard G” they called me G like as if I was God. The funny thing is the guy Devon always calls me G. Like what up G. Not that he remembers why because none of them know that this happened a day later. I didn’t even remember all of this happened until I saw someone online say “when you die you wake up with a bong in your hand and an alien asks if it worked yet.” I saw that comment two months after I had my near death experience.
I realized that everything made sense at the time I was the alien that smokes because I was god. Everyone is God! We are one big soul. But it was almost like I was the best part of the soul or the one the main part that God was tripping about. I really don't understand now but at the time I just knew everything! I wish that I could remember why I was the most important part at the time. Then I started thinking that if I am the main part than I can get everyone off of earth. We can all be together now and at the time it worked I took everyone off of earth and made everyone and everything be together again. It was like everyone came into the smoke that I was smoking and was so happy we were all together. Everything was made of love and music I could never describe all that happened but It was the best feeling that I could ever feel.
The next day I was starting to kind of forget what happened last night I did not sleep or anything It was just going away I was trying to come down from my trip by watching some vines but when I looked at everyone on vine I was everyone I looked at. I kept thinking in my head “ha that's me” like as if I was really that person. We walked out and my boyfriend was about to drive me home. He turned on the music and it felt like every song was talking to me. I kept thinking how this is possible!
I heard a voice say all you have to do is die and we can all be together again. So I took a lighter and was trying to set the car on fire I had smile on my face when I put the lighter on the top of my boyfriend’s car. I just burnt the top of his car and it did not go the way I wanted it to. The light turned into a mickey mouse and I just stopped trying.
I was about to get out of the car to go home this whole time my boyfriend thought that I wasn't tripping. I got out the car saying “I can’t wait to see my mom” because it felt like forever that I was gone. So my boyfriend pulled me back in the car and said “No just stay here.” So I did that next we went to Giant Eagle so that I could get a sleeping pill. When I went in the store I saw that everyone had a third eye! I then soon remembered that I was god. I kept thinking yeah I’m god all feeling confident. Even though we all are God my trip said that I am the biggest part. Then we got back in the car and Adele came on when we were young and everything started to look old even the people. It's like I was stuck and I kept coming back to earth to repeat my life because I wanted to be young again.
So because I wasn't coming down from my trip my boyfriend had to take me to the hospital. When we got there everything looked like it was fading away. It was like the world we live in is a dream. I looked on the t.v and it was talking about a Terrace attack my trip was trying to tell me something. I wrote 20k on my hand so that I wouldn't forget. I think it was trying there's going to be a World War III that I'm going to die when I'm 20 from the war. I’m not 100% sure but that's what I think. I can't say all the details because the site will take it down. I was supposed to die the day I tripped but I didn't. My heart rate was 150 beats a minute. I was so overwhelmed of everything my trip was saying to me the last thing I remember was a doctor drugged me to put me to sleep and I felt my whole trip slip away. The doctor said if I didn't get to the hospital the time I did I probably would've died.
When I woke up the next day I didn't even remember my name. I looked around and everyone looked like I was dreaming nothing really felt real. I thought I changed the world because I was so close to making a change in my trip but to make a difference I would have had to die. I guess my trip kind of was like a sacrifice if I would have died. I sometimes wish that I would have died that day, because in my trip it was like if I died then this world would be history. I'm not sure if my trip was 100% real or not but if it was then all I could think is I wish I could be dead right now.
Now I can't even do weed anymore without turning into an alien!!
I used ehrlich's reagent testing kit.
The results were it turned purple.
I don't have any pre-existing heart problems.
I don't want LSD to look bad and I understand REAL LSD can't really kill someone but It could Kill me because I'm not like other people my trip told me that. I just can't do things like psychedelics because I can't come down from the trip by myself. I just wanted to see if anyone had an experience similar to mine. Also if someone could give me some reasons of why that might of happened to me. Sorry if I made it over dramatic I was just letting out how I feel. I had the best Trip that anyone could ever imagine. I don't regret taking this drug it changed my life and thought me to love more than anything.
Ps. If I feel like what you say is rude I'm not going to reply anymore. Please just ask me nicely and I will answer any questions you have for me.