embracethevoid
Rising Star
GOD said:Enlightenment is something that humans are capeable of . Has anyone here direct experience of enlightenmnet ? Anyone trying or tried to get there ?
Has anyone had near death experience/s and / or white light experiences ?
I have direct experience It came on hard and fast through Kundalini awakening. Funnily enough I got banned off here for a year for saying that DMT induced psychosis in me. Well that year gave me some time to think about the true nature of how these things fit together.
It turned out that DMT precipitated the +4 experiences that subsequently triggered the latent kundalini faculty. Kundalini awakening drove one through psychosis giving an appearance that DMT dosage led to psychotic states. I have all but mastered the +4 state. Thing is then that when you stay in this state for long enough, it begins to alter your brain chemistry and it starts operating on all the spiritual knots on your body. So next thing you know, enough time harnessing the peak state of DMT-induced samadhi and then this triggers the latent Kundalini shakti facility in the body. With the kundalini triggered, there is now a novel component to the experience.
You see... entering those states of non-duality or pure unity, voidness, it requires some kind of kundalini activity. Kundalini is not just the force that awakens and stirs to life and works through the chakras and propels one to Satori/Nirvana. In fact it is also the base animating principle by which we work, it is the Flow. The flowness of things, the sensing of which is significantly boosted by meditating upon the flow of life and the flow of flow itself.
Through sufficient nerve entrainment, you then have a body in which the kundalini faculty is arising and simultaneously you are subjecting it to high intensity peak states, repeatedly, getting acclimatised to the peak state as if it is the default state, or to try to find the defaultness of the peak state itself - to bridge the perception of a peak state and the perception of the sober state so as to find the peak state already present within the sober state itself. In that sense then it is found that the thinker in the peak state is the very same thinker in the sober state. The boosted consciousness and the default consciousness are themselves artifacts of the overarching Consciousness in which there is no change whatsoever.
Having experienced the spectrum of states, peak and terror, intense and effortless, a novel kind of seeing arises. As the kundalini rises to the crown chakra, a sensation of expansion is experienced. This expansion occurs until an infinity point is "reached" at which point a simultaneous contraction arises. This contraction intensifies and accelerates inwardly until total contraction occurs. As total contraction occurs, it is as if a black hole is formed, a supernova of Clear Light occurs, a total darkness appears. To say it appears, is not quite correct either. Everything disappears, the lack of everything leaving the darkness already present, the lack of everything illumining the presence of No-thing. The Self, the perceptual stream, it is compressed into a singularity and the gravity of this experience is of such strength that the distinction between knower and known dissolves. Knower is squeezed into known and the two melt into Knowledge itself. Then a sensation of infinite peace is experienced though this is not a sensation but a Reality, beyond all illusion. It is infinitely spacious, infinitely lit, infinitely expansive and infinitely inclusive. A total fullness yet a total emptiness, a total fulfilment. This state is maintained for several seconds to several minutes. Everything disappears. Everything. So if everything disappears, what remains? The answer to that question actually cannot be transmitted but it must be experienced for yourself. From the state of infinite nothingness, peace, tranquility, Knowledge, you are returned back into the waking state as the kundalini descends back to the root chakra once more.
Here is an excellent link on the nature of this process: Nirvikalpa and the Unseen World
So this is enlightenment through kundalini awakening, supported by peak-state ayahuasca shamanism.
The first years after it happened I was in complete ecstatic bliss. The world is/was like a deep dreamless sleep. Everything happening but nothing happening at all. Just annihilated. The same state of freedom and innocence as when a baby. However don't confuse this with being a good or bad person. The experience does not affect whether you are a good or a bad person, that's for sure. In fact most of my latent evil nature came out after this experience, not before. It turns out that being liberated does not give you an excuse or reason to slacken in maintaining good conduct. So I'd advise anyone chasing such experiences or states to be heedful of this advice as it will save you a lot of needless suffering. Neither does suffering disappear. It's the same as before but there is a luminosity pervasive in one's experience that was not there before. One feels activated, online, aware of a vast space underlying and facilitating all things. A sense of total sameness, of singular substance-ness. It's that ++++ peak state while sober without the rapid thoughts, without the psychedelic mind melting twist. It's peaking while sober. No ecstasy per se. Just the bliss of nothing at all.
One day the Master [Joshu] announced that a young monk had reached an advanced state of enlightment. The news caused some stir. Some of the monks went to see the young monk [Kyogen]. "We heard you are enlightened. Is that true?" they asked.
"It is," he replied.
"And how do you feel?"
"As miserable as ever," said the monk.