Well hello everyone :] new member here Id like to discuss some things regarding the other realms. Ive had a few visions of other beings or what I believe to be other beings that have quite fascinated me. the only psychoactive drug I have experience with is nutmeg and maybe mdma if that counts. Anyways I was heavy into meditation awhile back... I really need to get back into that, anyways I remember once seeing what some call the blue pearl while meditating and lying on my back in my bed. It was a light cyan blue srurling energy. But it was more than just visual I could hear such amazing instrumentals in the background and the voice spoke down on me very loving almost as if it was lifting me up saying " hello my child..." in a dominant female voice with a male voice in unison. but then i fell away from that image to an image of myself sitting upright in a crosslegged posision across from a blond man ive seen a few times before. He reached across to me and activated my sacral chakra or something then it went to an image of him orchistrating the band.
Another time when i was on nutmeg i had a vision of him with me standing in a black and gray place with a baby hooked up to a bunch of tubes and wires. He asked me " is this ok" which i responded yes and i pulled out a light from it's heart to show that its just energy or something idk
After that i started having more strange visions. one was of the two guys leading me up some stares laughing then all of a sudden all i could see was carpet as if my face was floating over the ground and when i tried to turn to look up there was this burning sensation in the back of my head and i heard the most realistic demonic sounds which scared the crap out of me. I think i was literally frozen for a few seconds. Well I just want to say the thought of meeting other beings fascinates me and i want to know about all about them. I probably wont be able to experience dmt for awhile but id like to try it. In the meantime i should start up meditating again. Im not sure if i could handle it though because it seems drugs alter my perspective in crazy ways that changes me literally ive been to a psyche ward a few times because i get delerious lol
Another time when i was on nutmeg i had a vision of him with me standing in a black and gray place with a baby hooked up to a bunch of tubes and wires. He asked me " is this ok" which i responded yes and i pulled out a light from it's heart to show that its just energy or something idk
After that i started having more strange visions. one was of the two guys leading me up some stares laughing then all of a sudden all i could see was carpet as if my face was floating over the ground and when i tried to turn to look up there was this burning sensation in the back of my head and i heard the most realistic demonic sounds which scared the crap out of me. I think i was literally frozen for a few seconds. Well I just want to say the thought of meeting other beings fascinates me and i want to know about all about them. I probably wont be able to experience dmt for awhile but id like to try it. In the meantime i should start up meditating again. Im not sure if i could handle it though because it seems drugs alter my perspective in crazy ways that changes me literally ive been to a psyche ward a few times because i get delerious lol
