Exp. Report Falling into Nightmare trips

[stronjes]

I consider myself Experienced when it comes to Entheogens. I've a particular inclination and fascination with Dimethyltryptamine. () I've found myself in D'empty Hyperspace between 50 - 150 Xs.
This Triport is about specifically +/-7 or so of them.... so imagine if you will ...Dose: 3 long"blinkers" (full pulls)on 510 battery with DMT Vape cart back to back, with hopes of initiating A "BreakThru". I lean back with Eyes closed and I start witnessing ghastly sights rather than the usual glorious visuals? Is one supposed to break Hyperspace Continuum (OPEN 🫩 eyes)...when confronted with these visions? Or am I supposed to bite down and continue watching the macabre wicked visions.
I've heard some people say that indeed evil looking visions can be fighting on various things or that I might need should let them do what they want. Others say the exact opposite? Any advice for when you encounter evil or scary trips

 

[blig-blug]

I don't think you're "supposed" to do anything in particular. Why not just experiment and see what works for you? Have you tried testing different approaches in these last 7 trips? If not, my advice would be to start doing so.

In my experience, the problem is not the nature of what you encounter, but your reaction to it. Even though we may say that colloquially, nothing is scary. The fear is in us, it's our reaction, we do it. So by letting it be and learning to be fine with whatever comes up one makes the "scariness" disappear. And in the context of psychedelics, once you stop fearing a certain image or event, it often transforms into something else or goes away.

So my advice would be to stop attributing the quality of "scariness" to external images, understand that the fear (and aversion) is produced by you and doesn't come from anything external, and practice that over and over whenever it arises.

But in the end you need to find your own approach.