Gender: male
Age 19
Weight: 177.3lbs
Height: 5’8”
Dose (ACRB):8ish hits of a 2.5-3:1 ratio of pg at 3.4v
roughly 40mg Dmt (FB)
(I had only been micro dosing prior to get a feel and hoped for neuroplasticity increases)
Setting: even though it was my first trip I decided to do it during a hurricane category 2.
I understood I could get a bad trip but I took 30 minutes to let my brain process then committed as I didn’t see to much of an issue with it. Prior to this 2 trees fell down and were hovering over the power lines connecting to my home and were at risk of cutting the power and causing damage. This bothered me the most but I understood it was out of my control and just moved on. It mainly bothered me because my internet and ability to play video games would be cut (I know, very small thinking)
It’s night time and wind is slamming against things, you can hear trees whistle from the force. Rain is slamming against everything with the wind and my windows roared with the air pressure.
Start:
First, it begins by making vibrational blur like patterns attempting to become uniform.
second, waves of color like the cat picture from the psych ward, it bends in prehistoric cave like art patterns. (Like Aztec but if it was cartoon style)
After doubting the idea that I could break through, the waves turned more into baser shapes like squares and similar.(from here to start lasted around 30-50 seconds)
It was tile like, black and white colored by tints, They came from a single point and came towards me as if attempting to attach itself to me. At first I was a little startled because I could see and hear glimpses of characters, like fantasy giggling getting closer with mildly sinister more so playful like a 40:60 spread. For around 2 seconds I thought about the dangers of letting something control my consciousness, I thought of it as if a virus was attempting to inject itself into me and corrupt my brain. But swiftly accepted that if this is the case then I should just let it happen and my brain will fix itself later like an antivirus. (Lasted 20 seconds)
During the hit the heat messed with my trip, it made the visions sharp and mean like teeth. I simply accepted it and moved on.
Just after acceptance I repositioned myself to be fully laying down (initially I had my head resting on the backboard of my bed)
And the shapes faded nearly instantaneously and I was in a dark, blood orange colored sky area with a whitish grey floor (the area was foggy I could not see very far) and I felt an entity with a 60:40 spread of sinister then calm feel reach down and reposition my head. It had an uncanny wide catlike face, with fur that looked like plastic, the air was static and he was wearing a top hat.(This area lasted 0.5 seconds)
Immediately after it vanished a new area materialized, a pug or catlike character with wings and a top hat guided me around. We spoke I just don’t fully remember what about. He was an older type. Seemed a good bit wise and knowledgeable. He talked about me. Things along the lines of “you don’t scare easy” and explained that I seem to understand, in the moment I didn’t understand. I was reading myself to see if I ever had shifts in personality. (Lasted around 3-6 minutes)
Once he started to fade I took another hit, it kept me in the same area. And made my ties there a little bit stronger (how much time I had wise) and it continued to show me around and talk. Eventually it faded, as I took to long to re dose and my brain already started to release tachyphylaxis (lasted 3 minutes)
I should mention that during the hits, in between the materialized animated world and the real world there was a creation faze, it was an area where there was usually a focal 3D item that was completely still, animated through moving patterns. Only the paternal part moved the 3d object does not.
The 3d object was a frog, it was clinging to a surface that was curved I could only imagine it a tree, it was in the tunnel but the tunnel was pinched at the top and bottom as if attempting to isolate the frog in a space, the tunnel was baser shapes and the shapes alternated between black and white but colored through changing tints, the from was a normal color but effected by changing tints.
I took another hit to attempt to go back as I still wasn’t sure at that point if I had broken through yet as I heard it was very intense.
I was in a new area, it was as if I was in a room with my own conscience with a dabble of psychedelics, it was in the form of an animal, it seemed very confident and calm. It seemed wise as well. It was talking to me about my temperament and how the previous interactions were tied to understanding yourself. It told reaffirmed me that I was an empath of sorts, I understand at the foundational level and then work from there. I understood others and myself and that they had nothing to change about me.
I went back to reflecting my experience so far and it made sense, during my reflection it showed me past experiences I had throughout life, how they acted and what their internal self was. I always seen it and I always knew how to understand it and work with it. Then it began to fade and I was thinking about asking for help, like a genie I wanted to see if it could grant wishes if it was about your character, I had preplanned asking for help learning, understanding things and help reacting faster. I hadn’t remembered my questions at the start and when I had the questions the world had faded to the point I had the feeling there was no one to directly ask. (Lasted 12-15 minutes)
So I went in with the plan to ask these questions. This time when I took another hit I envisaged myself a frog in a capsule or time chamber of sorts, the air was amber and had more vivid properties than shapes.
During this point what felt like a bat like creature spoke to me. While holding the hit in the heat changed my internal world to a snake head that had already started to materialize from all the previous hits, this time its fangs materialized sharper and more pronounced as my lungs had gotten hotter than before, every time this happened it startles me but I understand it’s the heat and move on. At this point I couldn’t see vividly it was more so tinted colors cut out into shapes. It asked me some questions then I went into an underground ant cave style area but I was normal sized so to speak, and I was surrounded by animal like females (starting as reptile like then ending on feline like) rubbing against me and enjoying my presence as if they really liked who I was, I was a bit taken aback but decided not to give into that and move on as to not be disrespectful , they seemed a bit disappointed then faded out completely. The bat spoke to me again telling me that was another test and nothing changed. “You are in tune with yourself and there is nothing to change” I reflected the new experience and it made sense, I don’t give into women very much, I just don’t like to, I am straight I could even see that in the trip during reflection, I just couldn’t pinpoint why I don’t give in, I like women, just not effecting them. (During normal life I truly believe that I want to be alone and not have many ties to other peoples lives unless necessary) (this lasted 6 minutes)
It had slipped my mind agin to ask questions so I went back in after taking another hit
(Every time I go back in it gets more and more fuzzy in a literal sense and things don’t materialize as much)
This time it was me by myself but I reflected more and could tell my brain felt a bit faster like streaming pathways unlike the standard stagnant feel I usually have, so I asked my consciousness to learn faster and react faster, I reflected and understood that I was as fast as I will be and don’t “need” to be faster. So I continued to reflect on myself and the experience but it all just made sense.
The trip lasted just under an hour. (Roughly 50 minutes)
Age 19
Weight: 177.3lbs
Height: 5’8”
Dose (ACRB):8ish hits of a 2.5-3:1 ratio of pg at 3.4v
roughly 40mg Dmt (FB)
(I had only been micro dosing prior to get a feel and hoped for neuroplasticity increases)
Setting: even though it was my first trip I decided to do it during a hurricane category 2.
I understood I could get a bad trip but I took 30 minutes to let my brain process then committed as I didn’t see to much of an issue with it. Prior to this 2 trees fell down and were hovering over the power lines connecting to my home and were at risk of cutting the power and causing damage. This bothered me the most but I understood it was out of my control and just moved on. It mainly bothered me because my internet and ability to play video games would be cut (I know, very small thinking)
It’s night time and wind is slamming against things, you can hear trees whistle from the force. Rain is slamming against everything with the wind and my windows roared with the air pressure.
Start:
First, it begins by making vibrational blur like patterns attempting to become uniform.
second, waves of color like the cat picture from the psych ward, it bends in prehistoric cave like art patterns. (Like Aztec but if it was cartoon style)
After doubting the idea that I could break through, the waves turned more into baser shapes like squares and similar.(from here to start lasted around 30-50 seconds)
It was tile like, black and white colored by tints, They came from a single point and came towards me as if attempting to attach itself to me. At first I was a little startled because I could see and hear glimpses of characters, like fantasy giggling getting closer with mildly sinister more so playful like a 40:60 spread. For around 2 seconds I thought about the dangers of letting something control my consciousness, I thought of it as if a virus was attempting to inject itself into me and corrupt my brain. But swiftly accepted that if this is the case then I should just let it happen and my brain will fix itself later like an antivirus. (Lasted 20 seconds)
During the hit the heat messed with my trip, it made the visions sharp and mean like teeth. I simply accepted it and moved on.
Just after acceptance I repositioned myself to be fully laying down (initially I had my head resting on the backboard of my bed)
And the shapes faded nearly instantaneously and I was in a dark, blood orange colored sky area with a whitish grey floor (the area was foggy I could not see very far) and I felt an entity with a 60:40 spread of sinister then calm feel reach down and reposition my head. It had an uncanny wide catlike face, with fur that looked like plastic, the air was static and he was wearing a top hat.(This area lasted 0.5 seconds)
Immediately after it vanished a new area materialized, a pug or catlike character with wings and a top hat guided me around. We spoke I just don’t fully remember what about. He was an older type. Seemed a good bit wise and knowledgeable. He talked about me. Things along the lines of “you don’t scare easy” and explained that I seem to understand, in the moment I didn’t understand. I was reading myself to see if I ever had shifts in personality. (Lasted around 3-6 minutes)
Once he started to fade I took another hit, it kept me in the same area. And made my ties there a little bit stronger (how much time I had wise) and it continued to show me around and talk. Eventually it faded, as I took to long to re dose and my brain already started to release tachyphylaxis (lasted 3 minutes)
I should mention that during the hits, in between the materialized animated world and the real world there was a creation faze, it was an area where there was usually a focal 3D item that was completely still, animated through moving patterns. Only the paternal part moved the 3d object does not.
The 3d object was a frog, it was clinging to a surface that was curved I could only imagine it a tree, it was in the tunnel but the tunnel was pinched at the top and bottom as if attempting to isolate the frog in a space, the tunnel was baser shapes and the shapes alternated between black and white but colored through changing tints, the from was a normal color but effected by changing tints.
I took another hit to attempt to go back as I still wasn’t sure at that point if I had broken through yet as I heard it was very intense.
I was in a new area, it was as if I was in a room with my own conscience with a dabble of psychedelics, it was in the form of an animal, it seemed very confident and calm. It seemed wise as well. It was talking to me about my temperament and how the previous interactions were tied to understanding yourself. It told reaffirmed me that I was an empath of sorts, I understand at the foundational level and then work from there. I understood others and myself and that they had nothing to change about me.
I went back to reflecting my experience so far and it made sense, during my reflection it showed me past experiences I had throughout life, how they acted and what their internal self was. I always seen it and I always knew how to understand it and work with it. Then it began to fade and I was thinking about asking for help, like a genie I wanted to see if it could grant wishes if it was about your character, I had preplanned asking for help learning, understanding things and help reacting faster. I hadn’t remembered my questions at the start and when I had the questions the world had faded to the point I had the feeling there was no one to directly ask. (Lasted 12-15 minutes)
So I went in with the plan to ask these questions. This time when I took another hit I envisaged myself a frog in a capsule or time chamber of sorts, the air was amber and had more vivid properties than shapes.
During this point what felt like a bat like creature spoke to me. While holding the hit in the heat changed my internal world to a snake head that had already started to materialize from all the previous hits, this time its fangs materialized sharper and more pronounced as my lungs had gotten hotter than before, every time this happened it startles me but I understand it’s the heat and move on. At this point I couldn’t see vividly it was more so tinted colors cut out into shapes. It asked me some questions then I went into an underground ant cave style area but I was normal sized so to speak, and I was surrounded by animal like females (starting as reptile like then ending on feline like) rubbing against me and enjoying my presence as if they really liked who I was, I was a bit taken aback but decided not to give into that and move on as to not be disrespectful , they seemed a bit disappointed then faded out completely. The bat spoke to me again telling me that was another test and nothing changed. “You are in tune with yourself and there is nothing to change” I reflected the new experience and it made sense, I don’t give into women very much, I just don’t like to, I am straight I could even see that in the trip during reflection, I just couldn’t pinpoint why I don’t give in, I like women, just not effecting them. (During normal life I truly believe that I want to be alone and not have many ties to other peoples lives unless necessary) (this lasted 6 minutes)
It had slipped my mind agin to ask questions so I went back in after taking another hit
(Every time I go back in it gets more and more fuzzy in a literal sense and things don’t materialize as much)
This time it was me by myself but I reflected more and could tell my brain felt a bit faster like streaming pathways unlike the standard stagnant feel I usually have, so I asked my consciousness to learn faster and react faster, I reflected and understood that I was as fast as I will be and don’t “need” to be faster. So I continued to reflect on myself and the experience but it all just made sense.
The trip lasted just under an hour. (Roughly 50 minutes)
