First post/ First DMT session tonight.

[drasticmeasures]

Hello DMT Nexus,

For almost a year now I have been researching into the wonders of DMT and its consciousness expanding effects. I'm 20 years old and live in the United Kingdom. I guess I consider myself a spiritual person as I believe in a transcendent power that exists throughout, within and beyond nature. I'm definitely not religious, I was brought up believing in 'God' and for a long time accepted the bearded man in the sky as fact, without question. After turning 16 however, I started to question the concept of God written by men in all religions. I also started experimenting with some drugs, weed and XTC, and in the last year ket. Although XTC and Ket did open my mind in interesting ways, I can definitely tell they are not the consciousness developing substances I seek. If they are going to be used, they should be used rarely in my opinion... I guess mainly for health reasons.

So here I am, sat in my room and tonight I am going on the DMT voyage and I've been thinking I would like to share my experiences with a community of likeminded individuals. I'm going in with an open mind and see what I can take out of the experience. I will be doing it with my girlfriend and we are taking a 50mg dosage, we are both nervous and excited for the experience.

If there is any last minute advice for us before we enter the DMT hyperspace, would really appreciate it.

Thanks a lot!

 

[cyb]

Last minute advice...
Do 25 mg each...
50mg is a very large dose...:surprised

Good luck.

 

[drasticmeasures]

25 mg, really ok. We want to break threw. Do you think 25 will be enough for that?

 

[cyb]

Many people go all the way with 25...if your vaping technique is correct.
50mg for a first time may be overwhelming to say the least.

 

[drasticmeasures]

Alright thanks a lot. we'll start at 25mg and take it from there.

 

[MusicTurtle]

I hope everything goes well, and the best of luck to you.
I look forward to readin how everything goes, if of coarse you are willing to share a little. if you have not already done it and you havent already read a little on the subject. Mindset and environment make a difference. Partially to avoid negative trips, but also for safety. Sitting eachother would be a good idea and a safe place away from sharp or dangerous objects.
Good luck

 

[3rdI]

good afternoon, drasticmeasures

how'd it go???

 

[FractalObscurity]

Welcome brother
youre going to love it here, I have learned alot from these amazing folk, cyb is one stellar example of the wonderful minds here! With his tek I have achieved the gifts of the gods!
I agree that 50 mg is high! how are you using it? I broke through on 23 in my gvg earlier.
Good luck on your travels, I hope you love it!!
Welcome!

 

[Wilber]

I'm excited for you and can hardly wait to hear some details.

Good for you both.

 

[diEdAcTic]

I agree 25mg a sufficient first introduction, and one you're more likely to remember once you've re-assembled. For what it's worth. The transcendence into hyperspace mind frame isn't so much about who is willing to take a large dose, and I dare say it is much more about how much of yourself you are willing to let go of. DMT is rather an aid to the stripping of ego to shed vision of higher unity, and some such as shaman may be able to go there without any further dosage at all if they're mostly detached from sense of self.

I worry about people who take on large doses in seek of discovery of something outside the typical mundane existence. In my opinion, what you find is nothing outside, rather folding within. The common term "Breakthrough" should be re examined as it suggest going somewhere outside self yet I suggest consciousness does not exist outside of consciousness. Doses make me think all is one so it's more of a breaking in and discovering the entity you call yourself is just one aspect of a larger dynamic whole being.

Just as the molecules cry, "Oblivious mind above us, time is its tool, existence falls through us merging fools."

 

[drasticmeasures]

Hi everyone,

Thank you all for your welcoming messages. This community seems like an amazing place to share and connect, here is my first DMT experience...


At first I was quite nervous, scared and excited for what was about to happen. I haven't had any psychedelic experience before so I had no idea what to expect. All in all I'm glad of this, as I think it is one of the key reasons I had such influential trip.

Interestingly, the theme of my experience was fear. Probably the most fear I have ever experienced or will ever experience. Nonetheless, it was perfect and I am so thankful for it... heres why.

We used a bottle pipe method, a plastic bottle with bottom removed, tin foil over the bottom. The 25mg dmt was rested on a tinfoil plate and used a torch lighter to vaporize the dmt, thick milky white smoke filled the bottle.
After inhaling all the smoke in one hit I immediately began to feel it reacting inside of me. As the smoke traveled down my wind pipe into my lungs I felt pulses shoot throughout my body almost like vibrations. The last place it seemed to reach was my brain. After this it felt like the dmt was pulsing out my brain into the world around me.

For some reason unknown to me, I didn't close my eyes, I was planning too but it just didn't happen. It all happened very quickly, but my room changed completely into a hyperspace marvel. Everything was so incredible I can't even describe but sure you all know what I mean. However, along with the amazement, fear was also present. It warped parts of my world and changed posters into dark deamons hissing at me. I recognised my fear and tried to ignore it, pushing it out of my mind. This worked temporarily... I started to stare strait forward from my bed, into the blank wall in front. From this state a single entity emerged, floating in a similar way to a foetus would float, in a warm orange calming way. Although it didn't speak to me, I get the sense of unconditional love flooding from it, like a mother. Not just to me though, to everything and everyone. It felt so powerful and beyond everything and anything. I then had a kind of vision of the earth and the evolution of humans throughout the ages, with space ships flying in to space to try and explore and realised how tiny we really are. How much more there is... not just humans but the galaxy and the universe. As if our universe is only a pixel of what really is. Again fear slipped over me and I realised I was back in my room, and more of the dark, evil things started to scare me again. The entity however was still there, it was telling me to 'let go', 'it doesn't matter', 'just let go'. As much as I tried, I struggled and the more I struggled to push it out of my mind the more the trip got darker and darker. It was a vicious cycle. Eventually, it was as though my whole room was dark devils getting closer and closer to me, it was so horrible and scary... literally nothing I can explain. It got so overwhelming that I thought I was going to die. But, amongst all the darkness I still felt the entity telling me to 'let go' 'everything is ok'. At this point, all the darkness was literally so close to me about to go through me.... and thats when i let go, I didn't care the darkness went straight through me, then sort of fucked me, trying to hurt me.... still I was fine, i was peaceful and calm. Everything was ok. Everything was perfect. As soon as I realised this, the darkness melted away and the trip became positive again. I saw the entity again and although there was no face, I felt a smile. A similar sort of smile to the way a mother would smile at her baby when taking its first steps.

At this point. Everything started to subside. The effects where wearing off and slowly I came back to reality. It as though it lasted about 30 minutes...but get this, my girlfriend said it lasted 30 seconds!

Its really strange but I am 100% sure of the message of this trip. As though all this translated to something I should do, As though the DMT gave me 'homework'. The evil, darkness in my trip represented the parts within myself which get: angry, anxious, depressed, scared and over react which I can sometimes tend to do. In order for me to go further with DMT I need to work on letting them melt away when I start to feel them in my life, they're not real, I should... 'let go' and 'everything is ok'.


My DMT experience was incredible. Even though parts of it where scarier than anything I have ever experienced. In the last few days I have noticed a difference. Things I would normally be angry, upset or over react about I let melt.... its amazing, it actually feels like they're melting. When i'm anxious and acknowledge it, I let go and return to a happy state of being!

I will definitely do DMT again, but not until I have had enough time working with my homework and I feel I'm ready to dive deeper into the DMT hyperspace.

Thank you for reading

 

[hixidom]

You don't have to take such trips seriously. You can just brush it off as nothing more than a drug-induced hallucination... I'm glad to see you going the other route. I'm glad you're taking it seriously and finding ways to apply what you have learned in your everyday life. Your ability to let go immediately and take control of the what might otherwise become a "bad trip" is invaluable. Not everybody has it, unfortunately. I'm glad your experience was pleasant despite being scary at times.

Good luck on your journey.

 

[jamlikejelly]

I have been making frequent contact with a female entity that has taken on several different forms of varying color thus far but I am always able to discern that it is her by the overwhelming feeling of her presence... it's as if she is testing me... my first contact with her was from within a distorted room, whose geometry was an endless array of obtuse and acute angles.. whose vibrating, colorfully patterned walls held doors to all different places of the universe (I am speculating at this point...I wouldn't know because I did not want to leave this place!)... this entity could do the most insanely, ridiculous things with it's body but I was only able to observe her from within my peripheral vision... when I would attempt to direct all of my attention towards her, she would disappear into the folding walls (as if the room were somehow made of her, if this makes sense)... only to re-appear within my opposite peripheral... she "flirts" with me in the most sensual ways, always coaxing me to give her everything that I am (I always do!)... a really weird note as well, she only seems to appear when I have some funky music jamming... The Re-Stoned-Crystals... Samsara Blues Experiemnt-Red Rooster Jam... she is always observed within a room of shifting geomtery but other attempts have only left me peering from the outside in... I have only been to this place once...I should probably specify that I have only stumbled upon this new "technology" known as DMT a few weeks ago... someone please tell me that you have been to this place and have met this pure loving energy that I speak of!?

i did not mean to take the conversation in another direction, for this i apologize i was merely excited to get an opportunity to attempt to explain my experience/s...

 

[null24]

Yeah man what hixi said. I'm impressed by your cognition if your first, albeit powerful, psychedelic experience. Its nice to have you here, you are in the right place.
This is WHERE ITS AT!
Blip.

 

[jamlikejelly]

"...the DMT gave me 'homework'..."

...you make some very valid points about what DMT can really show you about yourself, if you are willing to learn... i know the primordial fear that you speak of... i am rather inexperienced and seemed to be consumed by greed on my last expedition (an entity had imparted great wisdom upon me that i simply could not take with me into this world and i simply needed to know what it was... i was attempting to will my way back!)... what is crazy is that about 20-30 minutes after my NDE (i was ripped to pieces by what appeared to be my christanthemum?), i had to take another rip to see what was down there... since then i have been really ironing out the wrinkles in my life, so to speak, and preparing myself for my next journey... and by prepare i mean that in every sense of the word...