Fresh sister here

[peaceSpace]

Hello brothers and sister! 23 yeard old newbie here, and excited about my first experiences. I havejoined this site to share and learn more about the wonders of dmt. First time experiences left me speechless. I have alot of questions and looking for support from others who know about all this too well. What i have experienced is still being processed, so i am hoping to gain more knowledge and hopefully some of you can help with some questions i have or to share each others stories. Thank you for taking the time to read my first little post.

 

[3rdI]

Hello PeaceSpace, welcome to the Nexus:thumb_up:

We will be more than pleased to help you with any questions but do a quick search first, there is a lot of ground covered on the forum so here a chance any basic DMT questions have probably been answered.

Anyway, how was your first experience? Was is just DMT?

 

[peaceSpace]

Yes, dmt ash sandwhich in bubbler, glass. Experience was amazing but confusing. It left me speechless. Unable to grasp and words for it. Slowly putting the pieces together. The 2nd time was alot diff then first, also higher dose. It left me more confused then the first. I did post experience for advice on what experienced. I am new to posting in forums, i have never before so i apology now, i am still learning. :lol:

 

[endlessness]

Welcome to the Nexus!

Do you have experience with other psychedelics too?

What about oral dmt/ayahuasca, any interest in that?

As for the forum, don`t worry you`ll soon get used to it and feel right at home I highly suggest you check out our FAQ and health and safety sections, linked under the main banner.

Be well!

 

[Pixar]

Hello sister! Looking forward to reading your experience!

 

[peaceSpace]

Yes, i have had interest in ahya for few years but no idea how to find that. First experience was more surroundings were trippy, the carpet turned into intertwine d roots but lil bodys of their own and moving all together i felt overcomed wiyh alot of diff emotions. I remember fighting that intense feeling i can best describe now as being pulled around or sucked through a tube? I remember feeling some kind of fear and wanting to but fighting. Is thT normal? Slowly came out of it. 2nd time was bigger and alot more intense i just remember bits and pieces. I hit it, felt it hit me like a train then the being pulled around sensation and remember pitch black then i came to and my whole pad was melting in front of me and sat there and felt myself melting away then nxt from what i recall i felt a presence idk what or who and i was in this alien space room or maybe station but feltnlike home like where i lived for a whole lifetime itnwas colorfull withalot of white ibdont remember what was nxt but at some point a feeling or realization that this was my life here and hownlongb it felt overwhelmed me and i instantly felt sadness and confusion becausen i didnt get the chance to say bye to the ones i loved in human world Sadness jsutnconsumed me and i keep thinkin or saying idk really that oh no im stuck here this is it forever and a memory of what my friend had told me before about his g.f getting stuck and had to help her come back popped in my head, reminding me that i can go back then i just remember sinking in and watching mynroom come back to itself and experienced thebtrippiness of my 1st. Now its been 3 days and im finding myself reflecting on myself and trying to figure out why i felt scared, why partsnof me seem to fight it. I am not just not sure how or even if i should try and interpret what i saw or experienced? Was i in hyperspace? One friend said maybe i was going to but thats when i fought it and scared myself out? Just looking for insight or advice.

 

[ymer]

Is what you experienced normal? I would say yes, anything that happens while on DMT is normal

 

[anrchy]

It's all hyperspace really. The deeper you go the less you are here. The fears you are experiencing are very common. Reflect on your experience and learn what you can. It will teach you much about yourself.

Also use paragraphs, it's much easier to read

Take some time to browse the experience reports section, it will give you a good idea about how some of it works, well about as good of one you can get from reading about 5 dimensional fractal folding in a multi physics environment. Hehe

 

[sleepypelican]

i love the name of this thread

hello and welcome to the nexus@

 

[Pixar]

Is what you experienced normal? I would say yes, anything that happens while on DMT is normal

I was about to say the same thing. I completely agree with ymer.

Learn from your experience.

Imo fear all has to do with our egos, if that can lead you to answer one of your question.
Edit: i.e if you meditate and don't hold on to your ego you can go anywhere without ever having any bad feelings (thats my experience). So, imo you were scared because you were concerned about your safety, family, friends, etc. learn to let go and you will have much more pleasant experiences.

 

[peaceSpace]

Thank you everyone for your kind welcomes and advice. Recently swim has an issue. She tried again today and it was horrible.. sshe felt herself pulling away then a massive ripping headache came and nausea? It was worst pain she ever experienced, and still feeling sick 3 hrs later.. because of this even thinkin about it again makes her feel sick. She couldnt keep anything down, was awful. It was 20mg glass bubb, ash sandwch. She doesnt understand why this is happening? Is it possible swims body rejecting it? Could this batch be bad?she feels that maybe this just isnt for her now? It was alot, to much pain. She doesnt understand, she would much apperciate any information of what could be going on. Peace & love.

 

[steppa]

This should not suppose to happen.

Was it another batch? Did she extract it herself? How is she feeling now?

 

[peaceSpace]

No not herself, a friend said extracted with lye. It is same batch as first two trips. she still has headache to this moment and uneasy tummy now, not as strong but not fully gone. Dont understand? Does anyone have any clue why this would be happening? Her other friends have tried it, same batch and no one else has become sick.

 

[Pixar]

No not herself, a friend said extracted with lye. It is same batch as first two trips. she still has headache to this moment and uneasy tummy now, not as strong but not fully gone. Dont understand? Does anyone have any clue why this would be happening? Her other friends have tried it, same batch and no one else has become sick.

Well dmt is a vasoconstrictor... Maybe your sensitive to that