Oh, I don't do any of the heavy lifting, science-wise. I know nothing of science and if I were the hardcore rationalist you think I am, I probably wouldn't have been drawn to DMT in the first place. I just think that personal accountability is always a good idea, and that externalizing/reducing the experience as you have is a means of avoiding your own issues.
I use psychedelics to explore my own mind. I use them as a gateway to a better understanding of my absolute highest potential, the limits of my creativity and to briefly experience divinity. If I reduce it to "hanging out with beings", whether they be light or dark, I miss the point entirely. It's me in there - AT ALL TIMES - both when it's beautiful and when it gets dicey. When it does, there are lessons to be learned. Why have I reacted in this way? Why have I been unable to let go of preconceptions in the moment? Why do I need to understand or decode my experience linguistically? And in the absence of understanding, why am I then occasionally stricken with fear? If I attribute this all to external forces, I cut myself off from these lessons. They're just hyperspace boogeymen torturing me, and I choose not to play the victim.
I think your point of view does a disservice to the nature of the experience. You're welcome to it, and to express it, as I am to reply.
I use psychedelics to explore my own mind. I use them as a gateway to a better understanding of my absolute highest potential, the limits of my creativity and to briefly experience divinity. If I reduce it to "hanging out with beings", whether they be light or dark, I miss the point entirely. It's me in there - AT ALL TIMES - both when it's beautiful and when it gets dicey. When it does, there are lessons to be learned. Why have I reacted in this way? Why have I been unable to let go of preconceptions in the moment? Why do I need to understand or decode my experience linguistically? And in the absence of understanding, why am I then occasionally stricken with fear? If I attribute this all to external forces, I cut myself off from these lessons. They're just hyperspace boogeymen torturing me, and I choose not to play the victim.
I think your point of view does a disservice to the nature of the experience. You're welcome to it, and to express it, as I am to reply.

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