Goodbye

[parallelwhispers]

I leave you with my art, and my stupidity.

My completely invalid trip experiences as well.





I love you, and you're all quite beautiful. I think everything holds beauty, if you look hard enough for it.

"Life is just experience, the answers will sort themselves out."- dumb child with bold assertions, assuming knowledge.

 

[enigmatic]

what is lifetime.... what is spacetime... what is bullettime????

all different ratios of relativity

what is anything but relativity?

it is in how we "choose" to perceive it

farewell... you will find much "more" where you go than in this petty "human existence"

 

[Garyp88]

Sounds ominous.

 

[Bill Cipher]

Oh, the drama.

Thanks for the memories.

:!:

 

[zombicyckel]

hey man what has happend?

 

[The Maxx]

Well, no offense, but with a 119 posts and you're still in the nursery, it doesn't seem like this is the place for you. Come back with a new identity with the wisdom you've gained.

 

[Garyp88]

I'm not being funny, but that didn't look like "goodbye forum" it looked like "goodbye cruel world".

 

[Eliyahu]

Zombicykel wrote:

hey man what has happend?

This happened:

https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&t=36668


Parrallel....

The only thing keeping you from realizing that we are only trying to help you is your own self importance... Do you believe you are too important to humble yourself and take the advice of experienced people?

He who scorns wisdom and scoffs at instruction makes a friend of misery and pain...

-E

 

[Bill Cipher]

I'm not being funny, but that didn't look like "goodbye forum" it looked like "goodbye cruel world".

I certainly hope that's not the case. However, I imagine it was in all actuality a dramatic, high-profile flounce from the forum in response to receiving a two week suspension for unrepentant knucklehead behavior.

 

[DeMenTed]

Hopefully future posters take note if they are going to post irresponsible trip reports

 

[Garyp88]

I'm not being funny, but that didn't look like "goodbye forum" it looked like "goodbye cruel world".

I certainly hope that's not the case, but I imagine it was in all actuality a dramatic, high-profile flounce from the forum in response to a two week suspension.

Yeah that seems more likely. I hadn't seen the trip report that Eliyahu linked to and the responses he got.

 

[zombicyckel]

hmm I just read it, doesnt sound so bad? you and you friends went on a very deep spiritual journey? hehe, its kind of what this forum is about. I agree the dose was a bit heavy, but you all seemed to have a good time, did you not? its a party drug if one sees it that way, from what I read you and youur friend took this serious. Like looking deep into eachothers eyes and stuff. What im I missing?

 

[anapology]

Hey zombicyckel, It was very irresponsible though it was taken seriously. such actions shouldn't have been performed in the first place, the nexus community just let us know alot of the ways it could have gone wrong.

The jester and I plan to travel again, but with more research of safer alternatives to dosage, and having a responsible and completely sober sitter present during the trip. Really, having a responsible trip sitter would have prevented most of that danger.

 

[zombicyckel]

we all do mistakes, I for one forgive you guys .you guys are alive and well, gotta take your lessons and move on. peace

 

[Garyp88]

Hey zombicyckel, It was very irresponsible though it was taken seriously. such actions shouldn't have been performed in the first place, the nexus community just let us know alot of the ways it could have gone wrong.

The jester and I plan to travel again, but with more research of safer alternatives to dosage, and having a responsible and completely sober sitter present during the trip. Really, having a responsible trip sitter would have prevented most of that danger.

Just out of curiosity, were you saying goodbye forum or goodbye cruel world. It looked a bit suspicious to me that your tagline says deceased and your sig mentions death quite heavily too.

Either way glad everything's ok. Don't take stuff too seriously. I didn't read your experience report, too long for me just now, but whatever it is if it was a mistake or immature then learn from it and move on. Life is a learning experience.

 

[anrchy]

I'm actually pretty disappointed in the all mods continual use of the words "dumb" and "stupid". It's one thing to kindly direct someone in the direction of safe tripping etiquette and safe choices (smoking an unknown plant) but its entirely a different story when the rules you uphold are being broken as you uphold them.

I don't think there ever was a single moment in where such negative behavior should Hve been used towards the OP for what his post included. A simple explanation of how his choices were extremely reckless and that this forum condones such behavior would have sufficed. Yet I saw continuous down talk and negative remarks being thrown around by the mods and I really don't appreciate that.

I respect everyone here, new and old. I myself have had to be put into place a few times by not paying close enough attention to the fact I was breaking rules. Truthfully atleast one of those times I was met with slight negative comments from a mod/mods. I think it's important for me to add, even if your are not meaning to come off as mean, using words in a context that is usually seen as putting someone down is negative and inappropriate, and against forum rules.

I would think that people would uphold such things just as much if not more than making sure you tell a new comer of his mistakes. I love all the mods and think there are no better choices than the ones we currently have but we all make mistakes and I would personally ask:

That the mods involved in bashing the OP apologize for there behaviors. I think it's only fair and I would expect anyone to ask the same of me when I slip up.

Thank you

 

[Wax]

^^:thumb_up:

I agree, although there were some foolish actions mentioned in that post many who replied to it could have conducted themselves in a more appropriate manner. It really doesn't do any good to be so harsh to the person that may have fudged up a little, instead of learning a lesson and moving on they get upset and leave or completely shut down and don't respond well to the advice given.

The Nexus is a wonderful place to learn responsible use but instead the poster is going to be left with no guidance or potentially shotty info from the web and still be carrying out the same risky actions.

A lot of times I hear the Nexus being referred to as "elitist" and I can kind of see where they are coming from. It isn't like other forums where everyone is treated equally crappy, we pride ourselves on being respectful to each other but every once in a while someone will say something and they get reamed and called stupid or whatever. Can you see how this would make one feel like they had entered an elitist group and were being treated unfairly?

 

[Korey]

anrchy,

The rules state that they don't apply to art, at the very bottom there is a disclaimer.

Cool huh? ;p

 

[universecannon]

Hey zombicyckel, It was very irresponsible though it was taken seriously. such actions shouldn't have been performed in the first place, the nexus community just let us know alot of the ways it could have gone wrong.

The jester and I plan to travel again, but with more research of safer alternatives to dosage, and having a responsible and completely sober sitter present during the trip. Really, having a responsible trip sitter would have prevented most of that danger.

wait, so anapology=parallelwhispers?

 

[Jarl Von Hoother]

Parallel Whispers

Do not shun yourself from here, look you obviously came to DMT nexus for a reason. Let that reason flourish and treat all adversity as if a stone caught in your way. Your art's not bad either and people here should learn to be less indifferent when THEY are not the ones trying to articulate the impossible. Some people here have shown a complete lack of empathy unless it's to the infamous chemists, but DMT is for all of us and to not square each other off with a bunch of flippant two bit opinions. I recommend to these self centered aficionados to start at the basics where all do- erowid- where you cant comment back and focus on your own life guys before you can even begin to share you sham wisdom with any of us. And by these words, parallel whisper you have obtained the floor.

Go on be yourself in front of the mockery of the F**ked up world's cheerful trippy mask, I give you Nexus and it's high time someone lets them know this isn't drugsforum. it's not professional at all really

This is where we hold meaningful experiences and gather knowledge and help...only when we need it.

Signed Sincerely, The Jarl

(long night:?: )