Allegro Vivo
Rising Star
I'm coming to entheogens late. Although I have a long-standing if infrequent relationship with cannabis and a more recent one with kratom, it's only been in the last year or so that psychedelic substances have become an interest. And an abiding one.
In that year I've toyed around with psylocibin mushrooms and LSD, but knew that I would eventually be heading in the direction of DMT. (I also tried cooking down some San Pedro cactus but it was ineffective; either my tek was wrong or I had a non-psychoactive variety; that or you really need to get this stuff from a much higher altitude.)
I began by reading: Michael Pollan's fine book, Stanislav Grof's books, Rick Strassman's DMT research book; Terence McKenna variously both in print and on YouTube; and other online material. The volume is astonishing and I can say with no exaggeration that I've barely scratched the surface.
This Nexus seems to me to be the prime location for information, support, exploration and a sense of community. I'm very glad I've found it and look forward to learning and eventually contributing. (I'm planning to stick with the former for awhile... at least until I know what I'm talking about.)
I'm humbled by the breadth of knowledge here... wow. No doubt I'll spend many hours combing through it and taking notes, eventually asking questions that I hope won't sound too stupid.
For me DMT represents an ultimate challenge as well as a potential life-changing experience. I realize these words sound trite! Since embarking on this new direction in my life I've refined and deepened my goals - if that's even the word I want.
I started by thinking that exploring worlds outside my own consciousness, my blinkered understanding of the way reality works would give me insight into what's "out there" as well as what's "in here". And while that is certainly still true, I've come to believe that if I do it right I stand a good chance of becoming more than myself in the process. If what I've read is true - and I surely believe it to be so - then the breakthrough DMT journey will reveal things unseen, unimagined, unbounded. Assuming I get it right.
So, the present. I'm shortly planning my first extraction and as of this writing have everything I need. I'm both apprehensive and excited by this - the former mainly because I have zero background in chemistry. I've spent a lifetime in the arts and last took a science class in high school. And that was awhile back. And it wasn't chemistry.
Thanks to all of you for reading and for creating and continuing this amazing forum. I look forward to all of it.
PS: that questionnaire is tough. Esp for someone like me. Worked a number of hours on it already, no idea how much is left. But I'm learning a lot!
(oh, and hedgehogs)
In that year I've toyed around with psylocibin mushrooms and LSD, but knew that I would eventually be heading in the direction of DMT. (I also tried cooking down some San Pedro cactus but it was ineffective; either my tek was wrong or I had a non-psychoactive variety; that or you really need to get this stuff from a much higher altitude.)
I began by reading: Michael Pollan's fine book, Stanislav Grof's books, Rick Strassman's DMT research book; Terence McKenna variously both in print and on YouTube; and other online material. The volume is astonishing and I can say with no exaggeration that I've barely scratched the surface.
This Nexus seems to me to be the prime location for information, support, exploration and a sense of community. I'm very glad I've found it and look forward to learning and eventually contributing. (I'm planning to stick with the former for awhile... at least until I know what I'm talking about.)
I'm humbled by the breadth of knowledge here... wow. No doubt I'll spend many hours combing through it and taking notes, eventually asking questions that I hope won't sound too stupid.
For me DMT represents an ultimate challenge as well as a potential life-changing experience. I realize these words sound trite! Since embarking on this new direction in my life I've refined and deepened my goals - if that's even the word I want.
I started by thinking that exploring worlds outside my own consciousness, my blinkered understanding of the way reality works would give me insight into what's "out there" as well as what's "in here". And while that is certainly still true, I've come to believe that if I do it right I stand a good chance of becoming more than myself in the process. If what I've read is true - and I surely believe it to be so - then the breakthrough DMT journey will reveal things unseen, unimagined, unbounded. Assuming I get it right.
So, the present. I'm shortly planning my first extraction and as of this writing have everything I need. I'm both apprehensive and excited by this - the former mainly because I have zero background in chemistry. I've spent a lifetime in the arts and last took a science class in high school. And that was awhile back. And it wasn't chemistry.
Thanks to all of you for reading and for creating and continuing this amazing forum. I look forward to all of it.
PS: that questionnaire is tough. Esp for someone like me. Worked a number of hours on it already, no idea how much is left. But I'm learning a lot!
(oh, and hedgehogs)