Valentinus
"Jesus said: He who seeks, let him not cease seeki
Nexus Dwellers,
It's my pleasure to greet you all after having spent such time learning from many of you. Your generosity and helpfulness is much appreciated.
I used DMT for the first time accidentally about 15 years ago in a spiked bowl. Though it was uncomfortable, it remained profound to me, even though I wouldn't seriously begin looking into my own mind for years to come. Those few minutes following the moment when I saw my friend's Pitbull wrapped in large bulb Christmas lights were sufficient to undermine the authority of what I assumed was "reality".
I didn't use any drugs at all after those years up until recently. In my late 30's, I've went through a mid-life crisis of sorts. There was also a heavy dose of frustration due to the fact that though I considered myself a psychonaut, I had difficulty finding techniques of accessing the deeper parts of the mind in a way that's accessible to westerners. It was after admitting this handicap that I began listening to Terrence Mckenna audios (a man I've long respected). Terrance is a prophet for a new era and he gave me great hope that plant medicines could assist me in my journey.
I started just smoking Cannabis. Though I consumed it for relaxation and to sooth my troubled mind, it has helped me with my personal growth in miraculous ways. I feel I now have the maturity to understand what relationships with plants can be like. It has also helped me sort out a lot of the damage I did during my difficult period recently.
I found this site early on and began researching intently. I've done DMT a handful of times since then (all by e-pens) and have found it to be very helpful. Recently, I also started making Changa, and I think that is my go-to vehicle now. I won't post trip reports here since it's already so long.
In summary, I just want to extend my thanks to this community for the help you've given me so far, and for the continued assistance you offer. I look forward to continuing to learn and sharing my own experiences as I might be able to help others.
-Valentinus
It's my pleasure to greet you all after having spent such time learning from many of you. Your generosity and helpfulness is much appreciated.
I used DMT for the first time accidentally about 15 years ago in a spiked bowl. Though it was uncomfortable, it remained profound to me, even though I wouldn't seriously begin looking into my own mind for years to come. Those few minutes following the moment when I saw my friend's Pitbull wrapped in large bulb Christmas lights were sufficient to undermine the authority of what I assumed was "reality".
I didn't use any drugs at all after those years up until recently. In my late 30's, I've went through a mid-life crisis of sorts. There was also a heavy dose of frustration due to the fact that though I considered myself a psychonaut, I had difficulty finding techniques of accessing the deeper parts of the mind in a way that's accessible to westerners. It was after admitting this handicap that I began listening to Terrence Mckenna audios (a man I've long respected). Terrance is a prophet for a new era and he gave me great hope that plant medicines could assist me in my journey.
I started just smoking Cannabis. Though I consumed it for relaxation and to sooth my troubled mind, it has helped me with my personal growth in miraculous ways. I feel I now have the maturity to understand what relationships with plants can be like. It has also helped me sort out a lot of the damage I did during my difficult period recently.
I found this site early on and began researching intently. I've done DMT a handful of times since then (all by e-pens) and have found it to be very helpful. Recently, I also started making Changa, and I think that is my go-to vehicle now. I won't post trip reports here since it's already so long.
In summary, I just want to extend my thanks to this community for the help you've given me so far, and for the continued assistance you offer. I look forward to continuing to learn and sharing my own experiences as I might be able to help others.
-Valentinus
