tomtomtom said:
Thanks for the links. I like what 69ron an Phlux- say in the second thread. Though it just doesn't seem anyone has had a real bad experience. A lot of the member say they always learn from there negative experience....that to me seems like they couldn't have had half the bad experience I did(I don't mean that as I have done this worst that you cocky type deal). For me I simply cant talk like it as if every experience is a lesson,I used to but not after that.
Something to learn from this experience is that no matter how drastic it gets, you'll always come back. It doesn't need to be conscious thought. The more you get that far out and the more you end up coming back, the more there will be a reassuring mental reflex. Also, yeah those doses are way too high. If they're not earth shattering every time at that dosage, then somebody's doing something wrong somewhere along the way.
tele said:
Whoa that's cool idea, will give it a try some day! Just have to figure out the best way to turn the music on(and easiest way)! How do you turn it on? BY mouse, remote control or something else?
I also have noticed that different music attracts different entities, not only that because each trip is different, but because certain music really attracts certain entities, at least for me... So I find music to be my only tool of navigation in the quick-flowing, constantly changing world of the D! Quiet room certainly gives the carrier wave some space! Well, actually sometimes, but rarely, it's so loud that the music that's on the background gets overpowered by that sound.
If I'm sitting near my computer, I'll have the song paused right at the beginning in itunes, so all I have to do is tap the spacebar to make it play. If I don't want to open my eyes, I don't even have to in order to just reach over and tap the spacebar. If I'm playing off my iphone, I just have the song selected ahead of time all the same, and hit play on that. Playlists can come in handy for operations like this.
I've personally never had the DMT audio so loud that it could over power the music. To play music or not to play music has ended up being an issue that has completely caused me to screw up my experience or on the flipside, to get the optimal experience possible. One time when I drank ayahuasca, I vaped some DMT at the peak, and I head my headphones in, my iphone by my side ready to play, and I was going to play it for the main duration of the experience, but before I could even hit play, I got shot off into a brilliant scene of white light where I encountered the godhead. It had some powerful audio going between the all-encompassing carrier wave, and extremely loud electronic sounds these giant golden puzzle piece entities were making. When I came down, I was the happiest man alive for the next 45 min or so in a state of overflowing bliss, but I realized the headphones were still in my ears having never listened to any music, but I didn't need any at that point. I was completely content and glad I didn't manage to hit the play button earlier.
On the flip side, one time I had my phone plugged into the speaker system which was inconveniently out of reach. I was on acid, alone at home so I turned the music on. I was going back and forth in my head whether or not to smoke any DMT, but it soon became clear that it was the perfect thing to do. I was heavily debating whether to keep the music on or off, but I thought it was gonna be a casual blast off, so I decided to leave it on. I sat down, took some massive hits (much easier for my lungs to handle DMT on acid; feels like I'm breathing air), and I proceeded to be lifted out of my body, being cradled up through the corner of the room into the heavens. There were purple and pink clouds everywhere like there was in the middle of the clouds of a sunset in my head. I felt the most profoundly peaceful, motherly, loving feeling. I could hear the music going, and it was sort of tugging on my visions. In a move of sheer idiocy, I opened my eyes, stood up quickly shuffled over to my phone, and unplugged it from the speakers, quickly backing up to sit back down and resume my experience. Well apparently I screwed something up along the way because my heavenly vision was inside-out, backwards, upside down in almost inverse dimensions to the "regular" interdimensional visions one has. It was a giant black glob seething a very dark purple energy with machinery malfunctioning all over the place. I was profoundly disappointed in myself, as I began to feel a similar afterglow as when I saw God...except this time it didn't really feel so good at all. I felt hollow inside. It was like going to see God, getting the goodie bag, but cutting out the middle man and not actually seeing the core of what the experience had to offer. I beat myself up over that experience for months.
In my state of disappointment, as the inverse DMT trip continued to run its course, I decided that there might be a chance just yet to salvage the experience, so I quickly reloaded the GVG, sat back and took a bunch of big hits again. I failed to get anywhere near heaven, but something rather bizarre happened next. With my eyes open, it was like I had a quantum physics lab opened before my eyes. All made of purple energy. It was like planets moving in orbits and other celestial bodies shooting this way and that, leaving their trajectories and mathematical formulas behind them. I ended up getting something out of that whole day...just not what I was expecting.
