In my 40+ years of this life, I have a deep seated interest, and more deeply seated respect for furthering my knowledge of the light that is hidden from us in plain sight.
After a devastating health diagnosis several years back I decided that since western allopathic medicine had given up on me, that I had to take my own survival into my own hands.
Implementing a 100% natural, and strict raw vegan diet was the first step to begin the cleansing overhaul of an organism that I had abused physically over the years, and which had been mentally abused since a young age, much of that abuse internalized and un-dealt with causing (IMHO) a toxic internal ecosystem. I am very much a strong believer in the theory (I know personally it's much more than a theory) that over 90% (if not more) of all chronic diseases an illnesses that impact my fellow man originate in the mind, and as negative, toxic energy unable to be corrected causes the bodies internal defenses to break down until an allopathic diagnosis is given.
With this innate belief, I set out to enter into my mind and beyond with the intention of uncovering and facing these negative energies head on, and searching for the originating root of the pattern. We all harbor emotions and feelings and thoughts that we are for the most part unconscious of, but they are inside us all the same, breaking down the organism's ability to hold them in a secure place and protect the body. If only we could all find a way to access deep, hidden, subconscious energetic imprints that negatively affect our existance, then maybe we would live in a world where good health was the 'norm' instead of the black plague that seems to be enveloping western culture. The food we eat, the garbage we watch on TV, the things we say, the things we think about others but don't say are all culminated in the inevitable "I'm sorry to tell you but you have....." conversation in a sterile hospital room, delivered by an even more sterile individual who has lost all compassion for the amazing organism standing in front of him/her.
And so, I found Ayahuasca and from there a whirlwind of events took over my life, but I had little choice if that makes sense. I was called to book a flight and begin my travels into the ancient culture of the Peruvian shipibo shamans. I've since spent months in the Peruvian Amazon, engaging in what have been the most incredibly difficult (unfortunately for the majority of ceremonies) experiences that I've even had to endure, and some of the most beautiful visions of hope that I've ever been blessed enough to experience. The journey into oneself is the most difficult journey that any human can take, and one must be prepared to be completely humbled, often destroyed if one hopes to find the light.
I have a massive respect for these people and for the medicine, despite the extreme terror and hopelessness I've experienced in the court of Aya. This is not a drug, and when I hear of people talking about it as a recreational substance, it makes me very sad and angers me. To be given the gift of seeing is not to be taken lightly, and to truly see the light, one must ultimately face the deepest darkness.
I continue to battle my diagnosis with an open heart and a positive mind, despite the fact that our western world is fearful of this truly spiritual molecule, and I am thankful for places like this forum that allow the minority to gain momentum and I dream of a day where our society breaks through to a realization that we live in a paradise world that should be enjoyed equally by all, and that our lives need not be filled with despair and disease.
I hope to take that journey with all of you who are open and willing and coming from the right place. To those who see this as a recreational tool, I pity you and hope that your psychological destruction that will inevitably arrive (even if you think you have thus far "had cool trips")) will allow you to see the error of your ways, and be humbled in front of something that is for your personal growth, not for your amusement.
Thanks for reading and welcoming me to your forum, and I hope to be able to contribute and help us all on this path of discovery and purification of years of poisonous living.
Globe~
After a devastating health diagnosis several years back I decided that since western allopathic medicine had given up on me, that I had to take my own survival into my own hands.
Implementing a 100% natural, and strict raw vegan diet was the first step to begin the cleansing overhaul of an organism that I had abused physically over the years, and which had been mentally abused since a young age, much of that abuse internalized and un-dealt with causing (IMHO) a toxic internal ecosystem. I am very much a strong believer in the theory (I know personally it's much more than a theory) that over 90% (if not more) of all chronic diseases an illnesses that impact my fellow man originate in the mind, and as negative, toxic energy unable to be corrected causes the bodies internal defenses to break down until an allopathic diagnosis is given.
With this innate belief, I set out to enter into my mind and beyond with the intention of uncovering and facing these negative energies head on, and searching for the originating root of the pattern. We all harbor emotions and feelings and thoughts that we are for the most part unconscious of, but they are inside us all the same, breaking down the organism's ability to hold them in a secure place and protect the body. If only we could all find a way to access deep, hidden, subconscious energetic imprints that negatively affect our existance, then maybe we would live in a world where good health was the 'norm' instead of the black plague that seems to be enveloping western culture. The food we eat, the garbage we watch on TV, the things we say, the things we think about others but don't say are all culminated in the inevitable "I'm sorry to tell you but you have....." conversation in a sterile hospital room, delivered by an even more sterile individual who has lost all compassion for the amazing organism standing in front of him/her.
And so, I found Ayahuasca and from there a whirlwind of events took over my life, but I had little choice if that makes sense. I was called to book a flight and begin my travels into the ancient culture of the Peruvian shipibo shamans. I've since spent months in the Peruvian Amazon, engaging in what have been the most incredibly difficult (unfortunately for the majority of ceremonies) experiences that I've even had to endure, and some of the most beautiful visions of hope that I've ever been blessed enough to experience. The journey into oneself is the most difficult journey that any human can take, and one must be prepared to be completely humbled, often destroyed if one hopes to find the light.
I have a massive respect for these people and for the medicine, despite the extreme terror and hopelessness I've experienced in the court of Aya. This is not a drug, and when I hear of people talking about it as a recreational substance, it makes me very sad and angers me. To be given the gift of seeing is not to be taken lightly, and to truly see the light, one must ultimately face the deepest darkness.
I continue to battle my diagnosis with an open heart and a positive mind, despite the fact that our western world is fearful of this truly spiritual molecule, and I am thankful for places like this forum that allow the minority to gain momentum and I dream of a day where our society breaks through to a realization that we live in a paradise world that should be enjoyed equally by all, and that our lives need not be filled with despair and disease.
I hope to take that journey with all of you who are open and willing and coming from the right place. To those who see this as a recreational tool, I pity you and hope that your psychological destruction that will inevitably arrive (even if you think you have thus far "had cool trips")) will allow you to see the error of your ways, and be humbled in front of something that is for your personal growth, not for your amusement.
Thanks for reading and welcoming me to your forum, and I hope to be able to contribute and help us all on this path of discovery and purification of years of poisonous living.
Globe~
