Reincarnated
Rising Star
Hello to all,
Im not sure where to start so i guess the beginning makes most sense... I started smoking green at the end of high school then moved on to college. Whilst at college i had my first shroom experience. There was a cricket pitch next to the college site where shrooms would grow.That first shroom experience was not very strong and shared between friends but it definitely left me questioning.
From there i started to go to 'free partys' (aka raves) I remember my first time using mdma. The idea that eating a few small grains of crystal could cause such a dramatic change in the awareness and a completely different headspace. This really opened my thoughts.
Whilst attending these partys i came into contact with many substances, but really found what I liked...psychedelics. So for around 3 years i went partying even weekend i could experimenting with different combinations. Lsd shrooms 2c variants ketamin nirtos oxide,have shown me some crazy stuff.!
I met an older guy who my friends thought was a wierdo. We would have brief chats about lifes oddities and he would often ask me what I had seen. I related to his ideas that drugs are not just for getting high. He invited me to drink aya with him and i did on two occasions although I think I may have a high maoi tolerance as i got little effect from oral spice. Both times i did have immense effects from smoalked. This was earth shattering. The question "what is reality" pops to mind! On the way home after my second aya dmt experience i broke down into tears.. I think it was down to sensory overload. This definitely reaffirmed a more spiritual path.
Time changes so much. This was over 10years ago. I now have responsibilities that limit my travel time. I have read many threads here over the time but never felt the need to join, as i used the nexus for its wealth of Information but also had more of a social circle. Now friends grow up people change..children change plans ect... but the nexus is still here still collecting information and growing with a great atmosphere and attitude.
I am here to learn from like minded people and have an interest in growing an ethnogarden of my own. Hopefully I can give back some knowledge... finally thank you to everyone who shares their experiences feelings and insights in what is a relatively close minded world. Let us open internal doors and step out
Im not sure where to start so i guess the beginning makes most sense... I started smoking green at the end of high school then moved on to college. Whilst at college i had my first shroom experience. There was a cricket pitch next to the college site where shrooms would grow.That first shroom experience was not very strong and shared between friends but it definitely left me questioning.
From there i started to go to 'free partys' (aka raves) I remember my first time using mdma. The idea that eating a few small grains of crystal could cause such a dramatic change in the awareness and a completely different headspace. This really opened my thoughts.
Whilst attending these partys i came into contact with many substances, but really found what I liked...psychedelics. So for around 3 years i went partying even weekend i could experimenting with different combinations. Lsd shrooms 2c variants ketamin nirtos oxide,have shown me some crazy stuff.!
I met an older guy who my friends thought was a wierdo. We would have brief chats about lifes oddities and he would often ask me what I had seen. I related to his ideas that drugs are not just for getting high. He invited me to drink aya with him and i did on two occasions although I think I may have a high maoi tolerance as i got little effect from oral spice. Both times i did have immense effects from smoalked. This was earth shattering. The question "what is reality" pops to mind! On the way home after my second aya dmt experience i broke down into tears.. I think it was down to sensory overload. This definitely reaffirmed a more spiritual path.
Time changes so much. This was over 10years ago. I now have responsibilities that limit my travel time. I have read many threads here over the time but never felt the need to join, as i used the nexus for its wealth of Information but also had more of a social circle. Now friends grow up people change..children change plans ect... but the nexus is still here still collecting information and growing with a great atmosphere and attitude.
I am here to learn from like minded people and have an interest in growing an ethnogarden of my own. Hopefully I can give back some knowledge... finally thank you to everyone who shares their experiences feelings and insights in what is a relatively close minded world. Let us open internal doors and step out
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