hello.. you can call me jbomma

[jbomma1942]

Alright… before I get into this introduction… I would like to thank you… the people of the nexus for allowing me to have this great opportunity to be a part of this community.

This is a follow up to my introduction post on the vibe and message I got from doing psychedelic substances… (My current Predicament) I felt like it was a little negative and gave people the wrong kind of vibe… Here is my introduction.

Hello nexus… The name my parents gave me is Michael. You can call me however whatever you would like to. I am currently at the age of twenty. Very young I know. I have lots to learn and lots of things I would like to do and one of those things is to have a dmt experience.

So to state why I am here, I am here at the nexus. Because I am on a journey and I need help with it. I have had breakthrough experiences with LSD, Mushrooms and Salvia,

I am currently on a sober break. It has been going on for over a year now. The vibe that I have got from most of these experiences, although they had moments of pure wonder, confusion, happiness and many more.

Unfortunately it has opened me up to a part of my mind, without having these experiences I would have never known about it. I describe it in (my current predicament)

So I am currently addressing these things that have been brought to my attention.

However, I would like to have one last experience. That experience is the mystery of dmt, which is why I have decided to join the nexus after reading it for four years.

My current life situation is not allowing me to have this experience yet, from volunteering at the hospital and going to school and just my inner struggle about humanities direction.

I have decided that I will not go through the other side until I am ready to die. I also don’t want to waste my time with it like I did with salvia. I only want to do it once… no if than or butts… no playing around… I just want to get straight to the other side that so many people are talking about. I want to experience this mystery before I die.

So that is why I have decided to join the nexus. I am on a journey, and I need some buddies to help me along, you know, some buddies to laugh with, sing with, dance with, while we move forward.

That is about it. I have a lot more but I don’t want to take up anymore of your time. Thank you for reading and thank you for giving me this opportunity.
Much love and wisdom!
Mike

 

[cosmicsailor]

i actually enjoyed your 1st post was alittle cryptic tho but in a good way. welcome to the nexus, sorry its not much of a welcome but im very tired from work lately.

 

[ZenSpice]

Hey Jbomma, welcome..

You should bear in mind that a one time only attempt is not going to guarantee a breakthrough. Can take a few times for that (took 5 for myself).

I think your approach sounds good, the notion of having been on a period of sobriety especially. With the already mentioned cryptic aspect of your commentary I wouldn't like to insist that a bit of flexibility regarding approach would be the way to go, I would still recommend pondering it though.

Sometimes I think a person needs a few journeys to prepare for a full on breakthrough. It's not what most people think (for sure wasn't what I thought even after TONS of reading on and off over the years)

I wish you luck on your journey and hopefully we will get to read an experience report from you in the future :thumb_up:

 

[Metanoia]

I have decided that I will not go through the other side until I am ready to die. I also don’t want to waste my time with it like I did with salvia.

As long as you learn something, then nothing is a waste of time And I felt the need to point out that you yourself admitted you're still fairly young. Minds and opinions and circumstances have a funny way of changing with age

You should bear in mind that a one time only attempt is not going to guarantee a breakthrough. Can take a few times for that (took 5 for myself).

Sometimes I think a person needs a few journeys to prepare for a full on breakthrough. It's not what most people think (for sure wasn't what I thought even after TONS of reading on and off over the years)

This. You simply cannot expect to obtain what you're looking for with only one try. It will take many. Salvia in particular takes extreme persistence. I've been at it for many years and I just now feel like I'm beginning to get a glimpse of its true nature. I have even farther to go with DMT, and it's all about the journey.

Even when you think it's a waste of time, that's just your current perception of it, which is fluid and ever-changing.

 

[TriAngleOptics]

the chosen spice is a great tool for you on your journey of exploring, expanding, and taking what you can from the information that you get to remove the questions of purpose and existence to further raise your source light energy

 

[jbomma1942]

thank you all.. for your wisdom and input and warm welcome..... I continue to ponder about this.... thank you

 

[olympus mon]

WElcome Mike, Im glad we got some time to get to talk in Chat. It helps feel like you know a bit more about a person and the path they are on. I hope you find what you are seeking my friend. Many good journey's ahead.
Cheers

 

[Endurance]

Greetings Michael,

It sounds like the break is giving you some quality time to reflect on your experiences? I've had breaks for sustained periods before and have benefited from them. They just add another experience to your journey

After reading your post "My Current Predicament" it seems like you are already on quite the journey.

Welcome to the nexus, I'm sure you'll love it here and that you'll continue to share your adventures as they unfold.

For now, I'll leave you with an nice article to read and ponder on:
David Foster Wallace: Choice

With all good wishes,

Indigo