Hi everybody.
I've always had an interest for psychedelics and hallucinogens since my teens. Tried LSD and loved it so much that I did it regularly for 3-4 years while in college. Then came the mushrooms and I loved that as well. The first time that I had ever taken it, I found myself back in a past life and it was more possessing the body of a past life than a memory because people around me in my vision were making weird comments at my remarks and asking me if I was allright lol. I found peace and tranquility in that place like I have never felt before or after. Of course the next times I took shrooms, it was always to get back there but I never could. After a very heavy dose enough to knock probably 15 people out, I had the nastiest trip ever and barely made it out with my mind intact. It was a trip that I wish nobody experiences and I may get into it later but since then I have laid off shrooms for at least 15 years, maybe 20.
Then I met the wonderful part of the system called Workers Compensation and bBeen on workers compensation since January 2007 and still going. Been on way too many opiates (which I don't mind as long as they stop the pain) and have been looking into alternative healing ways for a while. When you sit at home for that long, you also start feeling an emptiness inside you that keeps building and building and I need to get in touch with myself and cleanse myself both soul and body from whatever it is that's getting me to feel so low and empty. I've started gardening a few years ago which to my surprise I found that it is about the only thing that relaxes me. After growing literally hundreds of types of veggies and fruits, I switched to mostly Ayahuasca plants and the regular, most common green stuff which I started 2-3 months ago and which is in a vegging phase now
I lived in a country which produces hashish due to my dad's position and probably smoked a matchbox size from age 13 until 16 when we moved away. Then I tried marijuana in college and which I hated since it gave me extremely horrible panic attacks and I quit it after that. I tried it a few more times in between since most my friends lived for the stuff and those times were okay but I would refuse to take more than a puff. I had an extremely strong variety in Canada and ended up having my forehead frozen against a pole when I tried to cool my head down by pressing down on the pole when it was -20 something degrees outside hahaha (it was the coldest winter in BC and going out at night was considered a "suicide" attempt which got you arrested on the spot. It was the 95 winter around Christmas and night temperatures dropped below -40's which is sufficient enough for your lungs to freeze).
Even until recently, I thought hash and weed were different and that there was one type of weed no matter where you lived in the world. Talk about ignorance
But anyway, when I got into Ayahuasca plants, I was amazed to what is available legally through regular auction sites as well as online nurseries or other stores, and I was also amazed that the FDA hasn't stuck its nose into these as yet. So I ended up with maybe 15 live plants that I am growing, and about 40 seeds which I am slowly starting to germinate.
I live in Florida so it is easy to grow things here but I'm hoping to move to Maine as soon as I can. Was married but ended up in a divorce through the WC process and don't know if I want to get back in a relationship any time soon. No kids, just dogs and a cat and basically except for the once a month doctor's appointment, followed to a visit to the pharmacy, I am a homebody. I don't watch tv, I don't have cable even though I download torrents and watch a few shows. No cell phone either since I both worked on building those in the early 90's and know the side effects but I also don't really need one since I am always home and use my regular phone.
And here I am
I've always had an interest for psychedelics and hallucinogens since my teens. Tried LSD and loved it so much that I did it regularly for 3-4 years while in college. Then came the mushrooms and I loved that as well. The first time that I had ever taken it, I found myself back in a past life and it was more possessing the body of a past life than a memory because people around me in my vision were making weird comments at my remarks and asking me if I was allright lol. I found peace and tranquility in that place like I have never felt before or after. Of course the next times I took shrooms, it was always to get back there but I never could. After a very heavy dose enough to knock probably 15 people out, I had the nastiest trip ever and barely made it out with my mind intact. It was a trip that I wish nobody experiences and I may get into it later but since then I have laid off shrooms for at least 15 years, maybe 20.
Then I met the wonderful part of the system called Workers Compensation and bBeen on workers compensation since January 2007 and still going. Been on way too many opiates (which I don't mind as long as they stop the pain) and have been looking into alternative healing ways for a while. When you sit at home for that long, you also start feeling an emptiness inside you that keeps building and building and I need to get in touch with myself and cleanse myself both soul and body from whatever it is that's getting me to feel so low and empty. I've started gardening a few years ago which to my surprise I found that it is about the only thing that relaxes me. After growing literally hundreds of types of veggies and fruits, I switched to mostly Ayahuasca plants and the regular, most common green stuff which I started 2-3 months ago and which is in a vegging phase now
I lived in a country which produces hashish due to my dad's position and probably smoked a matchbox size from age 13 until 16 when we moved away. Then I tried marijuana in college and which I hated since it gave me extremely horrible panic attacks and I quit it after that. I tried it a few more times in between since most my friends lived for the stuff and those times were okay but I would refuse to take more than a puff. I had an extremely strong variety in Canada and ended up having my forehead frozen against a pole when I tried to cool my head down by pressing down on the pole when it was -20 something degrees outside hahaha (it was the coldest winter in BC and going out at night was considered a "suicide" attempt which got you arrested on the spot. It was the 95 winter around Christmas and night temperatures dropped below -40's which is sufficient enough for your lungs to freeze).Even until recently, I thought hash and weed were different and that there was one type of weed no matter where you lived in the world. Talk about ignorance

But anyway, when I got into Ayahuasca plants, I was amazed to what is available legally through regular auction sites as well as online nurseries or other stores, and I was also amazed that the FDA hasn't stuck its nose into these as yet. So I ended up with maybe 15 live plants that I am growing, and about 40 seeds which I am slowly starting to germinate.
I live in Florida so it is easy to grow things here but I'm hoping to move to Maine as soon as I can. Was married but ended up in a divorce through the WC process and don't know if I want to get back in a relationship any time soon. No kids, just dogs and a cat and basically except for the once a month doctor's appointment, followed to a visit to the pharmacy, I am a homebody. I don't watch tv, I don't have cable even though I download torrents and watch a few shows. No cell phone either since I both worked on building those in the early 90's and know the side effects but I also don't really need one since I am always home and use my regular phone.
And here I am

I found a really good place to get new ones from and cuttings were between 7 and 15 bucks. I don't really like buying them since you never know what you are going to get but it wasn't much cost wise so I tried acquiring 3 plants and see what would happen. I ot them exactly as advertised and they are doing great so far. I am growing them indoors until the bodies get strong enough to handle the nasty winds outside, not to mention all sorts of damn bugs which all invaded the yard at the same time this summer. Normally it's 3-4 types you can control but this summer, I Had anything from 2-3 types of worms to crickets (which is extremely rare here) to major aphid outbreaks. Lady bugs normally take care of most and I release some 2-3 times throughout the year but I had to get 3 batches out in 2 or 3 months. I got nematodes everywhere as well but the bugs still keep coming.