Hi Yumi.
I'd love to chat with you about what's going on in your head, but before we continue I think it would be healthy to take a big step back and look at what's going on.
You heard about some drug somewhere, probably on the internet or in a documentary, and now it's invading your dreams? That's pretty weird, wouldn't you say?
Keep in mind that it's likely that 90% of everything you've heard about it will not apply to you. Not that it's all BS, but it's such a very personal experience, don't be surprised if you don't see McKenna's jewel encrusted basketballs. It doesn't work that way.
Best of luck in your journey.
— Glossy