So, I finally decided to register here because I want to look deeper into what's going on with DMT. I also have an interest in mescaline and psilocybin.
I decided to register here after an intense breakthrough experience. I've had ayahuasca, which has been different, although I have never taken that much. I've smoked DMT a few times over the years and seen some amazing visuals but never broken through. I tried a while ago, and decided that it's too hard. I could not do it. So I prepared 110 milligrams of the freebase into a salt and went for an injection. I took the dosage (adjusted to weight) from Strassman, that was the most he had given in his experiments. A little bit more perhaps. In retrospect, I also found out that in the experiments he found that 1/3 of that dose gave "a very strong effect". So it was a heroic dose but I would have taken it anyway, I think, as I tend to go for really strong doses when I go for strong doses.
Anyway, that was really intense and terrifying, as well as amazing. I decided that the first thing I should do is to detail that experience. I'll go there in another post.
I do not recommend doing what I did but I would do the same thing if I could go back in time. I would not wish to repeat the experience for quite some time though, as it was truly terrifying among other things and I felt the after effects of the terrors too for a couple of days. But I am into that sort of thing, I like to explore the kind of things that one sees on a massive dose of dissociatives and so on, even though the experiences are sometimes quite unpleasant.
I decided to register here after an intense breakthrough experience. I've had ayahuasca, which has been different, although I have never taken that much. I've smoked DMT a few times over the years and seen some amazing visuals but never broken through. I tried a while ago, and decided that it's too hard. I could not do it. So I prepared 110 milligrams of the freebase into a salt and went for an injection. I took the dosage (adjusted to weight) from Strassman, that was the most he had given in his experiments. A little bit more perhaps. In retrospect, I also found out that in the experiments he found that 1/3 of that dose gave "a very strong effect". So it was a heroic dose but I would have taken it anyway, I think, as I tend to go for really strong doses when I go for strong doses.
Anyway, that was really intense and terrifying, as well as amazing. I decided that the first thing I should do is to detail that experience. I'll go there in another post.
I do not recommend doing what I did but I would do the same thing if I could go back in time. I would not wish to repeat the experience for quite some time though, as it was truly terrifying among other things and I felt the after effects of the terrors too for a couple of days. But I am into that sort of thing, I like to explore the kind of things that one sees on a massive dose of dissociatives and so on, even though the experiences are sometimes quite unpleasant.
